Itinerary

Happy birthday Singapore.

I should have never give up. The time off gives me some breathing space to think. Life should never be too materialistic. I should just go for my dreams or at least what interest me. "If money isn't a problem" I think my life will be a crazy one. It will be like no other .

Drummer. Guitarist. Dancer. Cinematographer. Movie critic. Food critic. Traveler. Backpacker. Leader. Entertainer. Photographer. Daredevil. Singer. Ebayer. Donor.

Lil' brother giggling away,"It's talking" Her elder sister said, "Let's go find mum you idiot."

I moved.

Happy cloud taking away.

June holiday is really the last chance to mug hard. Everything just feel so different with 'A' s round the corner. I get really afraid whenever I start to think of the "less than two pages" essay I wrote. I'm disappointed with myself but more than that I fear the consequences. Seriously, I'm going to get it. Blame it on me for not getting myself 200 percent prepared for it and get distracted by even the smallest thing that was going on around me. Just got to keep telling myself to look on the bright side and learn from the mistakes I made.

I really appreciate the birthday card even with those weird greetings by some. "Thanks lots" Chikopuh, for smearing the yummylicious chocolate creampuff on my cheeks instead stuffing it into my mouth while I'm trying to play that freaking game of Reversi. Thanks for all the heart warming stuff mixed the cold B&J ice cream... FAT. FAT. FATS.



I'm really blessed.

Okay I came across this joke:

Two children are in a doctor's waiting room, and one of them is crying.
"Why are you crying?" asked the other child.
"I'm here for a blood test, and they're going to cut my finger."
When he heard this, the other child started to cry.
"Why are you crying?"
"I'm here for a urine test."


I've decided to embrace myself to fight the feeling of fatigue and work towards my goal. Anyway, it's just a few months away and I will be able to do the things I want after it. "I love PCMG, I love PCMG..." I'd heard a few extreme strategies to fully utilise time like using ziplock bags and the corners of the room which I find them quite interesting but I think I will just stick with my goal-oriented study plan to push myself further.

I had already come up with an adventurous-after-the-war-with-some-other-people-To do list. Meanwhile, I will just have to concentrated on what is 'considered' important.

We are living on different planets.
I need to find my aliens.

Here are the pictures...






Emoing


Y change the world


???

OKAY. I shan't post seriously unglam nor blurred pictures.

I should start chanting "I love PCMG, I love PCMG" so that it will be stuck my head and that I will start to read and revise my work.

Great.
Pretend the room is soundproof...

Hello. Due to the pressure change during monsoon seasons, took a pill to stop my runny nose which made me feel a little drowsy the entire day. Went off to feast with my old 1E5 friends who didn't change much and most of the guys are just stretched longer. Just couldn't decide what to eat, walking from Sakura to Swensen then took a train to New York New York...



Liu Chin is super nice and treated us some appetizers for the night.





I was busy taking the photos of the yumyum like a food critic. The most "the" part is that I forgot to take the main course; my juicy chicken.



This is the clearest photo which framed all our faces that we took like in 20 shots? S.E.Y it.



Derek with his candy floss.

I enjoyed the night :) Will be updating the rest of the photos soon.

To dreamland.

Weekends are here again and it seemed a little longer with good friday. I finally got the chance to watch 'August Rush' and man it was inspiring! Haven't really watch movies about music since the last film like Drumline??? I suddenly have this urge to play string instuments after watching it plus Nodame Cantabile. Really, love love love music very much. It is just something to turn to when you're really down and it will always be there for you.

The movie is like really really touching, how people try to feel the music around them and the maternal love for the child. Argh, I feel like crying now. One of the greatest films I ever watched. Sometimes I grade a film by the number of goosebumps I had while watching it. Duh. I dream big too!!!

After hearing songs from With Hearts As One, it really pulls me up. Sometimes I wonder what it really means to have a plan lying in front of me.

Someday. Love love love.

Did quite a few adjustment in life. Now that I finally found a goal in life, I am going to work towards it. Academic work seemed to get better and life will get remarkably better without some pompous heads that blacken the day.

Maybe I should also try walking down the streets at 2am and pretend that I'm the only one on earth. Hehe. How dumb.

Fushh.

The past few weeks had really stretched me, juggling between play and work. In fact more work than play. I realised that I hardly have the time to even practice for my drums for the week. Repeating the same rhythms and beats that I should have grasped before I even enter the studio. Make up lessons are accumulating. Thankfully, the time table is going to change (hopefully for the better) and March holidays are here for me to reflect and catch up with my screwed up J1 and some J2 work.

I remember how much the teachers have emphasised on the word "Consistency" but wrong choices and blurred goals have set me walking on a wrong path. Fortunately, many things happened and the people around me have changed me. Comparing my results for some subjects, I know that hard work really makes a significant difference in grades. I just got to plan ahead and there is still time for miracles to happen. (Please tell me there is)

Thanks to my great friends for cheering me up. I know that I did my best and nearly reach my target. That's somewhat a good start for me. Learning from other people mistakes and seeking growth continually definitely helps. Some people just don't realise what an impact they have on our lives with the stories they share.

Grateful stones.

Sis bought me this chinese version of The Book of bunny suicides by Andy Reiley and I enjoy it very much. It's just about crazy bunnies attempting suicides. Some of my favourite parts. Actually I like all of them. Eek, I'm a sadist. Question: Do animals commit suicide?




The layout of the room changed. I can't help but notice Mr. Jay Chou staring at me while playing drum.



After seeing my test marks for globalisation, I decided to be a little more dilligent towards studies. So I went to the Toyota's website to search for something to write for my geography essay and discovered One EskimO's song - Hometime. So soothing, like lullaby. Then I went to check them out on myspace and discovered that all their songs are super dope. Makes me feel like I'm entering the alpha state of mind; so relaxing.

Watching Nodame Cantabile on Crunchyroll. It's so damn freaking funny. WAHAHAHAHA.

Ciao.

Last night, I went for YOG with some friends due to the lack of CIP hours. Argh. It was quite fun actually, with all the spraying, sabotaging and smacking of balloons in all directions. My ear drum is a little damaged by the loud music throughout the programme.

Looking forward to the new sports stadium.

Ops. I ate the pizza.

You Are an Okay Student

You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it. Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

There's a Chance You Could Be Violent

Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 75%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world. You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future. You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.

You Should Play the Drums

You are often hyper, restless, and full of a little too much zeal. However, people may be surprised to know that you can focus your energy well. You are driven and engaged enough to be a great drummer... and you have the stamina to practice for hours. In fact, when you can channel your energy productively, it only increases! You are independent and spirited... but also consistent. You can definitely keep the beat. You work well in a group and contribute heartily - without needing to take the lead. Your dominant personality characteristic: your aggression Your secondary personality characteristic: your precision

The second day of CNY is the coolest. We went to Aunt's house for another round of steamboat and this is when sis introduced the drinking game - Circle of Death. Rather inauspicious but it's an ultra fun drinking game and we have lots of Carlsberg with soy sauce. The 9 of us sat round and laugh at the lame jokes, sabotaging others to shield ourself.

After we left Aunt's house, random conversations brought up CJ7 and we decided to watch it at Westmall. Since there is still time left till the show start, we had many rounds of puck and pool.



Then, 11 of us squeezed into the theatre. I wonder why it is so damn crowded at night like waiting for countdowns. We commented that the furball 7-zai is a combination of Chicken little texture, Teletubbies Po's antenna, Ultraman blinking and sound when energy runs out, Doraemon pocket with a silicon body and alien eyeballs. It's cute anyway. The ending was rather abrupt but the lameness of the movie makes it worth watching. Two adults paid for our dinner at hawker centre while the rest are playing mahjong at home.

For today, we had the end product of mixing Carmen Rose, Chile 2006, almond syrup plus bitter gourd tea together for second round of circle of death, watch The Guru and played fireworks. I realised that I haven't touch schoolwork for 4 days.

Peace.

Happy Chinese New Year people!

The festive season is back again. One wonderful about CNY is that I have the time in the world to do the things I always wanted to. One of it is to complete the documentary "Inside North Korea" by National Geographic which is one of the most shocking and interesting documentary I'd ever watched. (I rarely do watch documentaries) Next is my favourite Photoshopping! It's been months since I last use Photoshop, which is the creation of this blog page, and now i'm trying out Photoshop Element 6.0. Arhh!!! I wish I own it. I'm so glad I still know how to do it. Anyway here is something I did for CNY:



I always feel so bloated during this festive time but I just can't stop munching on food and drinking! By the way, Carlsberg is actually tasted quite good. It's so nice to come together to ask each other how's life and temporary drop the word 'fatass' from our vocabulary. My house is so damn crowded today and cousins sat on my bed to watch Shinchan.

There is another steamboat tomorrow.

Let's rock! I love hong baos.

I had my first malay lesson for cultural studies. It was quite cool as I learned a couple of 'nice' words to use on my peers. Other than that, nothing much happened today.

Anyway, my sis returned from China last night. My first time to Terminal 3 and I wondered what is that large mechanical flower doing there. I seriously got no clue of the functions so tell me if you know. I made a surprising discovery in the toilet.

We came up with a couple of lamo reasoning why she was taking so long and finally she came with more luggages than she brought there. Selamat Pulang. Then, we went to have our dinner at West Coast.

China stuff are cheaper. Here are some of it...


Belts


Bling bling plus cina card. Paradoxy.


'Supplements'


Monga monga


Death note collectables.


I think I saw Mr P***k before but it's cheaper there.


Doraemon DVD

CNY is coming up and WTH, spring cleaning on Wednesday.

Excuse muah.

My hair was soaking wet after PC. WTH. It is so tiring, not forgetting my poor stamina. It's been months since I exercise.

Actually, the new teachers aren't really that bad and I started to plan my life. I find more time to do stuff instead of wasting them on useless things. The 'big rocks and small pebbles theory' really worked out for me.

Yesterday's drum lesson was like so fun and stress releasing. Mr. Anthony is such a nice person and I'm sure to buy him a teacher's day present if I'm still taking drum then. It is such a wonderful thing to find someone who share the same interest with you, talk crap and teach you how to play. I was feeling so refresh after the lesson. When you are happy, whack the drum kit hard and happiness will turn into rhythm. When you are angry, whack the drum even harder and the anger will just turn into rhythm. I just love drumming. It is never too stressful, boring or tedious.

I did some cooking today.


Beat the eggs!



Supersize cheese omelette, two baked hashbrowns, two bacon and one cup of mixed fruit juice. It is super fattening but cooking is so delicious, fun and stress releasing as well. Haha. That is what life should be; enjoyable and colourful. I'm gonna leave behind all the unhappiness, worries and all other things that is pulling me down.

Carefree! *Tweet. tweet.

School holidays are like so short, I didn't even get enough of everything. Teachers are like everchanging and I don't really feel like taking another step to get to know them. Come what may. Just want A levels to be over soon and leave the school.



Tonight is JJ Night 2008. A freaking year passed. Finally, we have some juniors to be in school. Looking at them, it reminded me how pathetic I was in camp. It was so much fun but at that point in time, something was just missing. Have fun peeps.



Sing along session. The start of all emoness when people start to sniff and sob. It was too contagious and I decided to leave. By the way, there is a super cute boy there. Kawaii. Will update if possible. Thanks Jennifer for the superb chocolates from Australia.

The final mile.

MiSa is really a great tear-jerker. A subtle sadness can be felt from each of the different scenes and no wonder it won the best picture award. An inspiration that tells me to frame subjects that tells a good story for both motion and still. It reminds me that someone said that you do not need a good camera to take a good picture.

" Take the first step in faith, You don't have to see the whole staircase, just take the first step." "The brave may not live forever but the cautious do not live at all." How true can that be.

Drop the word fear.

Now working in Expo and there's a mega sale in Hall 5. Do visit this weekend and grab all the stuff early. Calvin Klein underwear and shirts sold for only 5 bucks. My favourite chocolate is damn cheap. I bet Expo will turn out to be a warzone tomorrow. The more I know about the secret, the more I wouldn't talk about negative things.

Customers are really cute, always pop some lame questions and laugh at their own jokes. Whenever I have breaks, I will spend some time watching Formula Drift with the bystanders. VOOM VOOM VOOM. Screeecchhh. At a distance, there only thick white fumes. Walk closer... even better, I can smell petrol. Frangrant. I was wondering when will the car fly into the crowd but the drivers are too good to even hit the cones.

Hi people, I'm back from band camp. Happy christmas eve to all!

Camping is really fun. In camp, I got to know the juniors and they are really funny and entertaining people. Met up with other alumni friends too! Starting to love music and drumming even more.

Back home, I had a chicken and bacon tomato lettuce sandwich with mayo and played on drum later. Then I started to have diarrhea. Feeling weak, I fell asleep for 15 hours and when I woke up, it's a new day. Haha.

Will be disappearing for another 1 week. See you guys around.

Bye.

Early turkey feast today. I'm totally in love with gravy on rice! Cheers people.

"Because she knows what she believes today can be different tomorrow."

Okay, who watched Asian Idol live in Jakarta, Indonesia on TV? Hady Mirza was kneeling on the floor. Not a single judge thinks that Vy and Hady stands out and most of them chose Mau, Jaclyn and Mike. In fact, I thought they are right. However, I musn't deny the fact that their looks do play a part in getting the votes. It turned out that Hady Mirza became an Asian Idol overnight. Unbelievable.

Probably, one of the reasons of the win might be that the voters from other countries thought that Singapore is small and wouldn't get that many votes. The system was to choose 2 idols from 2 different countries so they vote one for the own country and the other for Singapore. In the end, it turned out that everyone thinks the same way and Hady Mirza gets votes from it. Or Singaporeans really voted a million times. Or it could just be the charm and voice of his that drew votes.

Either of them, I'm looking forward to tomorrow's HEADLINES. Expect the Unexpected! I'm not really crazy about Hady Mirza but I'm glad he did it.

So far.

Finally! After a super long day, I met up with Shimin and Liu Chin for Sheryl's water baptism. We got to choose gifts that Shimin bought for us.


Bei Bei, Jing Jing, Huan Huan, Ying Ying, Ni Ni

That's what I learnt about Olympics in China from Shimin; each of them symbolises something.


I chose the lao da, the fire torch that starts the game.

Back to water baptism, I think the best part was the refreshment. WOW. Congratulations to Sheryl and Sharon for being baptized. Both sprinkling and immersion are really fast. Hopefully.

I'm officially grounded and I'm gonna turn the house upside down.

ROAR!

The nurse keep making me laugh and have to repeat everything at least twice. WTH. The best thing was that I have to dilate my eyeballs once only. An open date appointment on the day when the rectina detach and floaters burst.

I select and picture which is bus coming.

I'll be blind not.

Hey guys, I'm back again. Just here to update you on the SGR seminar by Dr. Mel Gill at the Suntec Conventional Hall that I'd attented. The three hours is worthwhile and life changing. He has a strong sense of humour which is indeed a special way of communication that brings people together and connect the hearts of all. It was the super lame joke he cracked that draws me to pay close attention to him. Talking about the laws of attraction! The seminar attracted a lot of middle age group people with the exception of a kid, a baby and myself.

I learnt a bit on quantum physics today, it was just a sneak preview and I can't wait for next year when we will be touching more of it in school! It is true that what we feel changes eveything and expectation does change reality. It also reflects on our society which is true that most of us lack self-esteem which is like a barrier as we have doubts with ourself. However, the past is not important and what matter most is that we have faith in ourself! I'd been in a hypnotic trance before and as he unravels the mystery of our brains, I started to realise what had happened to me since I was born. The events that took place that are so special. Success is really not always about money and a thought can change our emotions. I agree with him that everyone present in that room wasn't there by accident and I made friends much more older than me. "Ginger is still old then spicy" in chinese. Haha. They are much more mature and experienced and I really hope to make more of such friends! Sometimes being sociable is really easy because the people just make you want to talk.

Books I read told me to have paradigms and so did Dr. Mel Gill. What do I say about myself will be a window of how people see me. I am going to discover the secret of the universe and find my true destiny; my live catalog. How the world spins...

Thoughts are frequencies. On and off.

I feel so stupid. I know the answer to my heart long long ago. I shouldn't even tell anyone what I was thinking. I had it all along! Never mind about all the pretenders in the world and move along without them.

That dream repeated again. The gross intestines plus a liver coming out from the throat of an angmoh woman pulled out by an angmoh man again and a picture of 1000 days book. The quote comes out for the third time - "If you fail to plan, you're planning to fail." Oh my, it's time to get my engine started.

Happy belated world AIDS day to everyone. Let's fight aids by using latex. Teehee. Spread the word of love to the people you cherish!

Smack and whack. Dummies.

Mesh and muffler.

I'm still trying to complete season 1 of Heroes! My computer speakers really suck and I have to pause my show to let them take a break in between. The interview at Neythal road is absolutely weird. I wouldn't want that job and I don't wanna work for Ministry of Manpower. I was so late for my drumming lesson in Town Area and I had to ran miles to take the train. Sweating like a pig! While running, there was this taxi driver who horned me and told me to get into the car. I was like telling him no because I got no money on me but he said it didn't matter. So I did and made it for my drum lessons on time! WOW. He thought I was a Malaysian then I told him I was rushing down for my music lessons. He said that I must take good care of my fingers and stuff. LOL. Nearly burst into laughter but he is just really really nice. In studio, Mr Ant. recommended me to an electronic drum on the noticeboard and gave me pointers on how to 'Sha Jia' = Bargain, to make it sound nicer, negotiate. Anyway, I find the price very reasonable but I had to wait for mum's 'approval letter'. I wonder why my dreams always lie in people's hand like purchasing SLR camera and so on. It is always money, money, money. If I have all the money in the world, I wouldn't work. I will serve and volunteer.

In a paragraph.

I've watched 100 films in my life today. Don't ask me why I count because I don't know. It was just that I started counting from one fine day, like the actress in Secret counting 108 steps to the classroom. The 100th film I'd watched is Secret. Don't ask me why after so many months then I watch it. I must say it's the first time I feel better that the story is left hanging there. It's a secret. Don't ask me why I'm acting secretive because I'm busy too. My stupid ceiling is like a fountain.

Splash, splash, splash.

This morning, my brother was playing with the candles and I joined in with a stack of newspaper. Then I threw it on another stack of newspapers and that was how the fire started. The living room was filled with ashes after that and we have to clean the whole living room.

In the afternoon, I met a scammer.

A total freak.

Please watch out for the scammer trying to cheat people on the internet and do not be easily deceived. Check for registered companies and legitimate assignments. It is really obvious to see the flaws in the statements and I was like so pissed. These people should be jailed but on the other hand, it reminds me to be canny. It was a waste of my time but I lucky enough to withdraw before the assignments even started. The thing is that my resume fall in the wrong hands. Darn. I now realised what that deam means and thanks to Yifang for hearing me out. It's really a reflection of how the world is like; intricate. I should start to think simple.

The third thing was even more upsetting. My mum disapprove me of spending my own savings on buying the Yamaha drumset. It is not spending things that will get me nowhere, it is about my dreams. There is like a huge mountain of difficulty in front of me right now and I really wish I need not have to worry. After shopping for my music book, had my favourite Takoyaki and drinking water chestnut drink, I felt better. Maybe I should stop thinking about working and concentrate on my revision and prepare for the 'A' levels.

It's so hard to say those words.

East Coast Park has the other side. Take a second to listen and take a deep breath. Slow down your pace and you will find it.

I simply love silhouette.

Yo people I'm back! I'm relieve and glad that the chinese paper and oral presentation are over. Whatever the results man! I guess I'll be working and if you want to date me, I would have to check my itinerary. Give me a ride! Haha. Anyway, I just finished watching Stardust and it was one of the best fantasy movies that I've watched so far! Two thumbs up yeah! Excellent graphics, compositions, storyline, humour and everything else. They live happily ever after... Yeah, yeah I mentioned it before, that is my all-time favourite ending! Go watch it people! Woohoo! I'm going for a haircut soon okay.

I should really start to mind my language and stop my mouth in taking control of me. I should also start being proactive and not reactive towards what people say.



Here is a significant and unbalance picture which only Jennifer can catch the underlying meaning. Presenting to you, the bloated caps.

Drumming lessons start to rock!

Shimin and I are best pool partners and we won every round.



Thanks to Sze Yee's friends for paying for the pool game.

Funday.

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslim friends and those who are involved in the celebration. Haha. Anyway, my super nice neighbours delivered the sweet and spicy food to our doorstep. How sweet of them!


Nice pastries.


Thick flavoured chicken, mutton and veggie.


Pregnant lontong. Haha.

Just in case my friends are wondering why I was like greeting them with Selemat Hari Raya repeatedly, I'm just too high in the festive season! (Though I got no green packets)

After that, I went down to HOGC and I really felt refresh when the river ran through me! Haha. I'm so glad that I really try to commit myself and I gained lots and lots from the few hours. It is still the same old words; how much you put in determines how much you will get in return. I'm a dead and different person again. Thanks to all friends who really made my day and Jun Jie for sharing many thoughts with me!

We are a new generation.

And the shadow of the day
Will embrace the world in grey
And the sun will set for you


Gotta find my true self.
Retarded and psychedelic. Mink rocks.

Colours change everything. Even if the world is falling apart, colours just bring hope into life. It like a subliminal message to have faith. The journey has just begin and we should face each day with hope and enthusiasm. Even if the eye twitches, (Yes, yes mine is twitching right now) just tell yourself that things will turn out fine.

I should just stop worrying about retaining. "In every life we have some trouble,when you worry you make it double" - Bobby Mcferrin sings...

Next up, Chinese 'A' level.

Breakthrough.

Finally, the people are back from Sweden. Their hair turned brown and shared with us their stories at Sweden which are so fascinating! They even brought Sweden biscuits back. Sweet, taste like popcorn and is very crispy. It's my new home.

Taking the lonely ride back home, I bumped into Huijing and her boyfriend in the shelter and chatted a bit. Funny people. Haha. The world is indeed small, social circle just overlaps and gets bigger.

Finally, I had my dinner at home; sausage wrap.





Gotta study hard for Promos. The final lap! At least, for now.

Breakthrough.

Met the girls at school to celebrate Mid-Autumn festival. It isn't worth the money. I ate plain bee hoon. Nevertheless, I enjoyed myself.


Smiley fist. The limelight was on the watch.


Bloody lanterns.

So we went ahead to light the lanterns. Eunice helped me to burn a "Halloween lantern". Then, jamming with the lantern sticks, dancing with the stars and sharing lame jokes.



Went to some place near school to play with fireworks. It is seriously smoky.


Took like so many shots to get a proper one. Block the lamp, all in postions, blinking and
SNAP.

Missed Ghost Whisperer.
Wanna play pool.

It's the start of September holidays but there are holiday lectures. Maths and chemistry packed into one day and I sat in for 4 and a 1/2 hours of lecture. Even more than normal school days! Fortunately, I just have to go back to school once.



High school musical 2 is still stucked in my head. Look at my desktop's background. Haha. My favourite song in the last movie was Bop to the Top and now I like Fabulous. I don't know why but I love bitchy and Arghh songs. It's a universal definition.

I'm trying to design the cover page of my group's written report but I got no freaking idea how I should start. Speaking of project work, something embarrassing happened in the library today.

All the stalls in school are closed, so I went to the library with an empty stomach. Half way through, I stretched my body and then my stomach was growling so loudly that all my teammates heard it. Their reactions are hilarious. They ask me to go have my lunch but cateen stalls are closed and I'm too lazy to go outside to buy. So paiseh!! I think the very last person that heard my stomach growls is Eunice in lower secondary I think. Haha.

Pictures of the tasty mooncakes, much better than last year's.







The following is a masterpiece done by a ultra violent person with high destructive force. (not me) That's a really classic one. Hmm... there goes my guitar sessions. I seriously need a new one.




Tutorial 1: How to wash your laundy. (For Beginners)

Brought to you by: Following mum's instruction manual.

Step 1: Open the cover of your washing machine.



Step 2: Empty the dirty laundry into the washing machine.



Step 3: Pour in one cup of detergent.



Remember to make a nice pattern on the laundry.



Step 4: Close the cover and press the Start/Hold button.



Crap.
It's just a simple request.

Went down for Daytona Challenge with Sheryl today. I was in the chart at first but get kicked out. Actually, I shouldn't even think about the Sony PSP. It's totally impossible for me to get. Haha. Anyway, I wonder who won.

I had my lunch at Subway and it was my first time trying! Noob noob. I simply love lettuce and tomatoes and just everything. Probably because I'm having a great appetite then.

My attempt to study failed yet again. My Aunt brought Swensen ice cream mooncake again as Mid-Autumn Festival is approaching soon, drumsticks kinda distracting, music playing, computer's charm and all. I finished High School Musical 2 and it's totally sweet and there more cool songs. Road to High School Musical 2 and auditions are cool as well. It's even better than the first one. Much more complications in storyline and it's going to show on 9th September on Disney channel too. I know Zuer is definitely watching it.

I must stress that not only kids watch Disney channels okay, some teenagers and adults love it too. Ryan Evans did a great job, so does the entire East High School. I even played the games at Disney website Hehe. Looking forward to High School Musical 3. Back to my sdsm, I'm not giving up my study rule.



Have you heard Sharpay and Ryan singing Humuhumunukunukuapua'a? Totally crappy! Haha.

Everyday reminds me of Hi-5.
No I don't watch it.

It's teachers' day today and it reminded me of baking day at Jennifer's house. I went back to Yuhua with the rest. Kinda of boring there and it's really quiet. Shimin said that the geography students are going to Nepal tomorrow. How I wish I can go overseas for a few years, to experience a different culture. Like France, Brazil and anywhere with annual events like Mardi Gras parade or Glastonbury with lots and lots of people from different parts of the world. That will be totally cool.

After that, we went to catch "Ratouille". It's been a long time since I watched Disney pictures. It is really a hilarious film.



Anyone can cook.
Enjoy life.

It's another meaningful day at Singpost. I really like the inspiring testimonials, the service on academic excellence and the best part was that they played my favourite song. The message was delivered through permutation and combination. It's really a mathematical truth.

It really awaken me and stirred up what's deep inside of me. I remembered how curious I was about the Big Bang, Milky Way and all the positions of the stars and planets. Wondering if aliens and UFOs really existed, controversies going round the world, the way different instruments are played, laws in different part of the continents, music and video production, how animation works, different breed of dogs, languages and cultures, psychic power, the human brain, electronics, problem sums, hand signs and so much more.

"Learning ends when you die." It's going to be throughout my life. I'm glad that I'm cultivating a brand new way of life and I know that I'm not walking the road alone.

Gonna to come up with my own study rule and work doubly hard and not screw up my major examination again. My life is going to be 100! Don't be mistaken. It is simply 100 factorial.

Overflowing.
The brain however is of infinite capacity.

For the past few days, I just feel like taking my Dad's first and old guitar to play my favourite instrumental song by Bob Dylan. That is really what I call classic. I think I did mention, how much I love Avril's version.

Tuning the guitar by ears and I was so afraid of breaking the strings again which I did a few years back and had a phobia of tuning guitar. (My Dad blew up) Okay, I was exaggerating.



Okay, I know it made seem to people that it is just a simple song with only 4 chords but it killed me. I've got a blister on my middle finger right now. I seriously strum like a moron. Maybe, I need half a year to do that song. Hmm... I still want to do Runaway. That will take another one year. Oh gosh...

Speaking about music, my new drum teacher is great. It all depends on me now.

Money, money, money.
Life is money...

I'm back to share with you what happened last night that blown me away. She is Gwen Stefani! The Sweet Escape Tour Live in Singapore Indoor Stadium!

I'm really really shocked when some of my friends said "Gwen Stefani? Who is that?" I nearly fainted. Anyway, I'm really proud to attend her concert, I'm a huge fan! Woohoo! I took 105 shots at her concert and most of them were like so blur. I'm shaking with excitement!


My heart pounding madly back then.

Oh right, first stop; Security. No fluids allowed. Anyway, my sister and I entered with only one peanut pancake in our stomach. We were late for the concert but luckily, Gwen Stefani's concert started late too, so we didn't miss out anything.

Lights out and the crowd was cheering. Spotlight following her dancers.


Okay, her dancer was caught by the police. Yup, yup! That was the introduction to the Sweet Escape!


This photo was really blur but I like the colourful dresses of her dancers. They are grooving to Yummy!


The video taken by the Ricoh camera. It was blur partly because that it was of poor focus and the fact that we were quite far from the stage. I love the Cha-chinggg... Cha-chinggg...


The magnificent sea of people.


She's got the crowd going. Everyone went wild. Totally awesome!


What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting
What you waiting for!?

Seriously, I was screaming like a mad women. My sister and I stood up and dance during most of the songs. The Caucasians at the back were really wild too!


Everyone cheered so loudly when she dashed up to the central stage. She's getting closer and closer to my seat!


She shocked me when she dashed up the stairs! Even closer now! She was surrounded by security guards as well as the crowd. Oh man! When I took a clear shot, she turned away. By the way, she's in the center of the picture. Back to it, she was just three feets away and I stood on someone else's seat to get the shot! I should have shouted "Gwen! You're a hot mum!" Maybe she would have turned around and come closer and I could have got a better shot. Hmm...

Oh yeah, she was singing "Cool" and the crowd was like "I know we're cool!"

Anyway, she ran to the east and I got another shot.


There she was and the crowd was armed with cameras. Spotlight was following her and it made it easier for us to take her pictures! Supposedly, no photography is allowed in the stadium but no one really cared.

The concert goes on when she sang her songs in Love.Angel.Music.Baby and The Sweet Escape. There was encore and she introduced her band and dancers to us. I was so high!


Okay. Her crew. Gwen Stefani is really sincere and appreciative which no doubt is the reason that brought her really far. She even dedicate her song to cute little Kingston! What a nice nice mum! I love her!


The end. There were Gwen Stefani T-shirts and posters on sale outside the stadium and there was a huge jam. The concert kept replaying in my head because it was just so memorable, so unforgettable.

It was just so amazing that people all around the world are connected together through music. The music of our souls. She came from California and her crew from different parts of the world such as Japan. It was just so much for the night and I was really reluctant to leave. The concert was much so much more than words, an undescribable event.

I nearly doze off during lectures today and two friends and I still need to go down to Singapore Polytechnic to take pictures of the West Zone Superstar rehearsal. I was really really tired. It was fun though.

Fun, fun people.
Fun, fun life.

Procrastinating yet again but thanks for everything.
My life is cool.

Went Distubia-ing with Sheryl and Shimin. Oh my god, I got the showtime for Lido Cineplex instead of Jurong. In the end, we had to spend some time in the arcade. It was so much fun though.

We went for dinner then into the theater. It wasn't as scary as I heard but it is still quite scary. Okay, there were great observations of the neighbourhood and Kale got a cool bedroom. After the movie, we went for another round of arcade games and went home.



Grand opening at Singpost. It was impressive but it sets me in a dilemma. I hope things will turn out fine for me. I wonder why there are so many problems in my life.

I really have no idea.

I finished watching the complete korean drama, The Vineyard Man plus the duet done by them on Youtube. The drama is damn hilarious plus meaningful. Since I am so free this few days, I decided to watch the DVDs at home, the shows I didn't catch in cinemas.


Another great comedy by Jack Neo.


Artificial women. It's a touching one.

In the evening, I had more fun together with my family and relatives at Marina Bay for steamboat. Food and more food. Actually, it was mainly meat but I had some vegetables and tofu to keep me healthy. Oh yeah, I met Felicia and Jacqueline there too.


Uncooked.


Cooking.


Cooked.


Take a second to look around. Enjoy the lovely Thursday.

There we had one round of bowling. Woo! Everyone was like so professional but it was tyco la. We cheer and scream like some lunatics. It was so much fun. Then I notice that we attracted quite a lot of attention from the crowd.


My cousin. Steady man.


We took so many balls. I think eight playing.


Buzzing.

On the way home, there were so many strangers that attempted to get a free ride from us because Uncle was driving a mini bus with a few empty seats. We rejected because not shun lu. There were so many people that the bus stop can't hold them. Some were standing at the grasspatch and some on the curb and they are really really desperate to get home.

There were 6 cars that crashed together and form a straight car chain at the highway which caused a serious traffic jam! Then, we were like taking note of all the car plate numbers so that the adults can buy 4D. Hmm... Then, the rest cracked some lame jokes and we guess some hokkien riddles. The people are seriously jokers.

Went home and eat more. Huge appetite.


Aunt brought some sushi.

Still learning to read hangul to sing that song.
Happy 42th Birthday Singapore!

The services really work for me. The seminar by Sy Rogers and all that makes me realise the true meaning of life. Perhaps, my old self is gone and I'm trying to be better.Though self-control is a really challenging task for me, I'll try to. Thanks for your forgiveness. You bring warmth and hope.

Talking about common test, it finally ended. Last minute work don't help and the last paper is disatrous. I guess they are all out to ensure that only the cream of the crop can make it for full exemption. Anyway, they had to.



My attempt to study was not exactly successful. The korean drama, The Man of The Vineyard and more...





Patience.

Change of plan.
No more Vacancy.

After drumming, met up with Jun Jie and the rest. I got a new drum teacher but the studio remains the same.

Anyway, I got to meet new friends like Alicia, Josh and many many more at the Heart. The people are so friendly and crazy. Got to know the japanese phrase; You got polio. Hahahaha. The place was like a clubhouse in the dark. Africans are so hot!!! AhhHHHWWOOO!!! They kept popping and slapping themselves. Hahahaha. I love the moonwalk and bodywave!!

I was so late for dinner at Orchard. So many birthday kia today and we kept singing and singing... In the end, I ran back to the MRT station with Jun Jie and Alicia. My hair was so damn messy and I look like a mad women.

Then, I met up mum and sis and ate at Ajisen. The reason was because mum had a 50 dollars voucher and we can spend at there. When mum was footing the bill, the lady said it was 50.05 dollars and mum just gave her 5 cents. Hahahaha. So funny.

Then we had Korean ice cream and went home. Just a week more to common tests and I seriously have not done any revision. I did not even touch homework for two consecutive weekends. Where's my sdsm? Work hard, work hard.

Mum bought a 7.1 megapixels digital camera.
Hurray!

After missing the Montage competition, I thought I would missShots@Home too. Luckily, 3 members are allowed to take part in the competition. (supposedly 4 in a group)

It was a 12 hours photography competition and we went around Singapore trying to take some nice shot but it didn't quite work out for me.


Is there a grammar mistake?


The 1960s


ART


Some building.

Okay, here comes the bizarre part. I didn't it notice until Yixin told me that.


Oh my gosh. The tallest building on the left was flat. The sky was like a sheet of patterned paper. Either it was designed by a really artistic architect that enjoys making use of optical illusion or it was just an coincidence. Laughing really hard because it looks so fake but real. Oxymoron.

Then, I went home to have a bath, to wash away the fatigue, before going on a second round to take more shots. My aunt bought some ice cream and I ate one before going out.

Wait a minute.

It is not some.


8


16


10

Wow. That's a lot. I ate two cones yesterday, I don't know about my siblings and parents. Finally, I went back to school to meet Zhiwei and submitted only 2 photos. What a pity. 6 hours for 1 shot!

Ice cream stall.
Freezing.

I forgot to bring my entry proof today! Then, I went to the staff room which is located at the same level as the assigned class and looked for my civics tutor. It was like few minutes before the actual examination.

The funny thing is that I met Yifang there too. Then, my civics tutor was nice enough to print for her. Phew. I knew that something bad was going to happen as my right eyelid was like twitching during the break. I know it is kinda of superstitious but the exact same thing happen during my Geography paper which I screwed up. Unfortunately, many incidents made me believe that it was true, at least for me. I suppose it was said to be the left eyelid told in some grandmother stories but it worked the opposite for me.

I was about to doze off listening to the classical but luckily the teacher woke the class up. Ignition start up. The paper was surprising. One of the listening comprehension storyline during the secondary school days came out. It was the old one on the beef noodle. The one which the son accepts the slices of beef but place it back into his Dad's bowl and made him sound like an old man suffering from senile, not conscious and easily deceived by his son. Haha. Ok, I'm not serious. At least the ending is different.

After that, I met up with Yixin to do homework. Then, we went to Sizzling Ice to buy ice cream from Yifang. The scoop of ice cream on the cone slide down and landed beside the tub.

No comments.

Hurray! I'm moving house in 2011 or so. Read:
What happen to Block 2 to Block 11?

Probably a 4 room flat and mum said that she reserved the storeroom for me to sleep. I'm a garang guni. Whatever. I'll be like 21 one then, an adult.

After, having a great time playing drum today, I went down for the exhibition in the temporary container room near the playground. It was supposed to be cooling but due to the fact that there was too many people inside, it was stuffy and squeezy.

Then, I went for a haircut with my Aunt. I layered my hair while she dyed and highlight hers. Then, we buy more clothes. She gave me some extra pocket money. Hehe.

Sarcastic insensitive freaks.

Today was the farewell party for the J2s. I saw some new faces and the usual crappy friends. More pizzas. I really shouldn't have added the small packets of cheese. Smells like vomit. Gross.

Then, we watched Final Destination. It was my first time watching it. (Overdued. Yeah yeah. Whatever.)

Bloody hell.

Psychopathic plot.

Nerve racing.

Nice.

By the way, I'd checked my edusave account and I'm left with S$4.25. No more IDP programmes this year.

Shake it off.
One more day to Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix.

Chinese 'A' levels oral examination is finally over!

Phew. What was different this year was that I saw a mouse running along the glass door and into the rubbish bin. Eeek! I swear that it is a darn mouse. What on earth is small sized, greyish black in colour, has a long tail and loves garbage? Moreover, I saw it running past thrice. First the cats, then the bats and now a mouse. It's a ZOO.

Do not feed the cat so that it can chase the mouse. Something like a food chain? Seriously, all these weird happenings in the school is kinda of cool. Back to the point; the chinese oral. I'm much more relax after chatting with my friends.

I must say that my conversation skills and techniques did not improve at all. I crapped with the examiners. I just couldn't help myself but turned the whole thing into a joke. At least I said something which makes sense at the start which made feel a little better. Anyway, it was the last time I ever gonna sit for a chinese oral examination. I feel good.

On the way home, walking along the rows of trees, I saw funny people doing funny things. That is what happened when they don't take physics.

Lamo.

I'm really guilty for skipping chemistry tutorial.

I found my Fila green shirt and I wore it for drum class. Everyone else in Singapore was wearing every colour other than green, only a handful did. My mum knows nothing about this Live Earth. She thinks it's a joke.

How funny. I got so irritated when people say they don't care and they live on earth.

AL GORE; Former U.S. Vice President Al Gore is the author of An Inconvenient Truth, the best-selling book on the threat of and solutions to global warming and the subject of the movie of the same title, which has been nominated for two Academy Awards.

Isn't it.

Back to the drum lesson, the teacher taught us an easy method to do an open hi-hat and ride on and off bell.

Out.

At home, I was sufing the net, trying to make sense of the Autbots game. (Transformer) Then, take part in some MTV contests hoping to win some Fantastic Four, Harry Potter, Fall Out Boy, Die Hard 4.0 or Transformer stuff. I'm so disappointed for not being able to go to Christina Aguilera 'Back to Basics' Concert.

It is so fun watching Smosh's exaggerating and lame videos on Youtube. 7.7.07, New York City. Finally, I went to meet Yixin and Zhiwei at Somerset. Kelvin gave all the part-timers a treat. I had 1 slice of chocolate birthday cake, 2 tiny drumsticks, 2 cups of Pepsi, 3 1/2 slices of pizza and a little ice cream.

On the way home, I have a nice chat with Yixin on human psychology and mindset. Particularly of Singaporeans and Americans. I personally think that we should always follow our heart, not our head when we are choosing our careers. It's all about job and life satisfaction which is far more meaningful and far reaching than material comforts. I guess that's why, people came up with a song called "listen to your heart". Then we met Shijiao and Haoxiang at Jurong East. They returned from some chinese drama thingy. Hmm...

Back at home, we celebrated Dad's birthday and I had some more chicken wings, french fries and satays. Oh gosh, this is too much for the day. Things are really getting out of hand.

The last siginificant event of the day; I got back my progress report. Surprisingly, I passed my GP and chinese! For the first time, I was grinning with satsfaction with an E. I wouldn't have make it if my active partipation wasn't 4.8 out of 5. My mum is going to nag at me for lousy grades anyway but it will make her less pissed. Hopefully.

She don't understand that nagging only irritate not motivate. It is actually all on myself.

Please work hard for common test.
Go lin. Kaolin.

I met up with Sheryl and Shimin to watch the Transformer. Sheryl's sister and her friend tagged along.





Another quality film. All the flying, running, shooting... The theatre was filled with laughter and exclamation.

After that, I went home and had to wait outside for 45 minutes because I forgot my keys. No one was at home. Fortunately, I managed to get in before Harry Potter and the prisoner of Azkaban started and we feast. Happy Youth Day.

Movie Freak.
Fiction movie always rocks.

Finally, the ice breaks. I won't take it too hard either.

I went shopping with mum and sis at OG and we spent a lot and win ourselves a chance to take part in the grand lucky draw. Hopefully, we'll win something. Then, we were suppose to meet bro but he didn't turn up and so we left without him.

There's a 'Chilli Crab Festival' going on, in front of Ngee Ann City and opposite of Paragon. The food there were like ordinary but the combinations are like... Let me give some examples; Roti prata and curry chicken, sweet and sour kang kong sphagetti and satay tortilla. There was of course ordinary food but we chose the extraordinary ones and drank Whatever and Anything.

It's uniquely Singapore!

Anyway, we went to shop shop shop again and we reached home really late.

Bye peeps.

School reopened. Yesterday was the fruit bat incident in JJ. I really enjoyed the whole incident. I know I sound mean but it's funny and cruel at the same time. What am I talking about?

Anyway, I'd switched to individual drumming which will commence in August which is suggested by my teacher. Hope everything turns out well. I'm gonna repeat again; my classmates are really nice.

Very motivated in life.
Drumming rocks.

My computer is infected with Trojan and is running very slowly. I'd downloaded more programs like Ad-aware 2007, Active Virus Shield and Kelylogger Hunter but it seems like it can only temporarily remove it and the viruses will be back again. Argh.

Quarantine.

Quarantine.

Last friday night, I'd got nothing to do because I didn't want to study my Organic Chemistry nor do my Maths, so I watched Channel 5 and oh my gosh, it's Ghost Whisperer Season 2 episode 1. I didn't know it was back.

I really enjoy the show and I always had to grasp the cushion halfway through the show, the climax. How exciting. Haha. Then, I will start thinking about life and death before I sleep and imagination will run wild.

I'm not exactly normal.
Slammed. I forgot there isn't any door.

7.37pm.

I'd just finished watching all Happy Slip videos. She's hilarious. Great sense of humour and talents. If you haven't, check it out

It's a great way to laugh out loud watching Happy Slip and Hossan Leong before the school reopens. About my computer, my bro solved it already.

Marvellous.

Yesterday, I went to Yamaha. There's a guy playing some Pirates tunes with the accoustic guitar and staff packing the shells into the boxes. Many people were scanning around for their favourite instruments. Took a look at the Gigmaker then I noticed that there wasn't suspension and decided to hold on for a little more for more options.

I guess, I had to buy it later after the GST rise to 7%. I really had to wait until the school reopens to sort out my schedule.

Back to the main point, I went to watch movie with Sheryl, her sister and Hui. Ben Grimm and Chris Evans are as funny as ever. I really enjoy the scene when the quarterback slash antagonist was zapped into black charcoal.


Hmm...

Fiction movies rocks.

Teacher was so nice to me.
Flame on.

I'll be working till this saturday which means that I can make it for the gathering on sunday.

I don't understand why you can only score when you write melancholy, remorseful or immaculate. There's got to be more to it. Reflection isn't the only thing and humour certainly don't work.

History is certainly going to repeat itself.

Chinese makes me so depress.

Can I just say *uck you. *UCK. *UCK. So damn PISSED by this *ucking customer.


I apologise for being so obscene. I'm just too annoyed.

Last night, not many people went for the barbecue. I just feel that something is missing but I don't know what is it. Met up with some old friends and it was pleasant to see them again. As usual, some were very sarcastic but I didn't really mind. I know they are just crapping and playing around.

I was so tired and kept yawning during today's geography lecture. I nearly fall asleep. Geography always make sense to me not like some chim subjects that I can never grasp.

I can't seem to find time to do my homework and project work is left hanging. I think I need to quit my job really soon or I'll end up in a really bad state. I also wanna find time to watch Fantastic Four.

Why can't there be more hours in a day? The stupid time table for next term is not out yet and I can't change my lesson schedule too.

Feel like buying a drumset but the bedroom is too small and I still had to inform the neighbours which is like so troublesome. Anyway, I'm too tired to think about everything. I really need a break and more time...

I shall quit my job.

Sayonara.

Went down to school again. I simply feel like pouring acid down my throat to cease the tingling feeling. Kept coughing and no syrups worked. The soups didn't work as well.

I totally forgot about the chinese creative writing until Kee Seng reminded me. I was like rushing through it and kept asking him how to write the chinese words. Finally, I completed it in less than half an hour and placed it in the pigeon hole. Dammit. Sure to fail that one as well but at least it's better than getting a zero.

The final plan was to go down to Bizlink at Bedok. I must say I learnt a lot of things through the programme, information wise only. In terms of application, there is still more to go. I guess the socrastic method did work for me.

Quite.

I used to think that way but it was left on the backstove simmering, until it was brought up again. After that, I completed my reflection and collected my physics file. The teacher actually flipped through my thick notes and wrote comments. Most of them were "Incomplete" or "Checked".

I'll try to work harder. I really want to but sometimes I just can't bring myself to do it. I seriously need some self-motivation.

Then, I waited so damn long for 198.
Stupid bus.

Out.

I attended a talk at Cordlife as well as had a really short tour of the laboratory. I was really bored and exhausted. Anyway, I did learn a lot from it.

I wonder if I should go for the second and third day. Having a really bad cough because of an irritated throat so mum boiled the apple and bittergourd soup for me. Weird combination but it tasted quite okay. Then, I had to drink another bowl of peppermint leaves soup.

So damn bloated.

It's been 3 and a 1/2 years already. It rocks!

Signing out.

I simply love the groovy music played at the department store. Trying to C walk there, can't imagine that.

I'd learned a lot from my workmates especially Andy. They are really nice and friendly people.

Although the Great Singapore Sale is on, it is a weekday and hence not many people went shopping. Then, Gerald came and said he went around measuring people's backside. (Of course those who allow him to do so) It was done out of boredom and then guys were playing around.

He tried to measure Nurul's, Ana's and mine too. Of course he didn't succeed. We are all on our guards. Ana called him a pervert, Nurul said he was childish.

When I was going up by escalator, he called me.

"You really don't want to measure your backside arh?"

Gerald: I helped Jean measure already. Hers is 37.
Jean: I'm very proud of my figure.

I must say that they seriously aren't normal and definitely very lively. Work is really fun with crazy people, with them.

Coincidentally, I met Bing Bing at my workplace. She is still wearing the 70s Hush Puppies uniform and she told me that she was working there for one day only. Renovation was going on in OG Albert and I look forward to see the new Menswear section which I once work at.

She told me that Eddy is going to the Ladies shoes and no more bombs for her.


Ciao.

Thanks to Shimin, Eunice and Yixin for spending a bomb for my birthday present. I really like the bag.

^.^

Thanks for the memorable Friday night. I noticed Venus in the sky that Mr Chew mentioned. I guess when you know something, you will keep imagining things like aliens, UFOs and dreams. So unbelievable but it's in my head for the whole day. Ermm...

Maybe, it's true. Maybe not.

The nifty late night movie is so cool. We watched until 1.30am in the morning. The movie is of course Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End. I've catch all the episodes of the movies like Harry Potter.







No more buses after the movie and we had to take taxi back home.

Thanks a lot, rockers.

It's a very special day.

I received three special messages very early in the morning. From Sheryl, John and Kee Seng. It's my birthday. Then, I received more birthday messages from Liu Chin, Shi Jiao, Hao Xiang, Sylvia, Xiao Ting and Debbie. Thanks to Kai Shi for wishing me too.

How nice.

I mean I'd been really depressed over the past few weeks though I tried really hard to be cheerful and stuff.

Class 07S24 sent me a birthday card and Hershey chocolate. I really like the card. Most if it was about smiling and staying happy. It is always heart warming to receive cards with sincere messages. Did I mention that my class is a fantastic one? From an apathetic school life, they made me smile by doing crappy stuff. They are really amusing people who brighten up my day from the very first day and change my perspective of schoolling.

I like the birthday song too, though I always feel funny and kinda of shy when people are really really nice to me. Xin Yi and Jesslyn very lame la. Thanks to Yang Ce and Yong En too. My Y.E.S company and manager is buying me a really nice school bag.

I love 07S24!

After school, I met up with buddies in secondary school to collect my certificate as well as to have a chat with Mr Tan. He was really nice to day. He treated us Mcfluffy, french fries and ice milo. Yummy. Oh ya, Yi Fang slip into the pond. Only one leg went in and she had some mud stained on her shirt and skirt. Darn.

Haha. You know I'm kidding. I didn't mean it. ROFL.

By the way, I completed my Inline skating and got a certificate for basic inline skating. I can skate! At least I know how to do an A frame hor.

A big thank you to everyone that made my day. Apart from the hectic school life of taking eight tests this week and failing my GP and chinese composition, everything went smoothly. Thanks to sis for buying me a shirt though I'm really mean sometimes. Almost everytime.

Gotta go. Math test tomorrow.

I'm busy but I still blog anyway.
Life has a meaning afterall.
From other angles.

"I know I 'd made a lot of mistakes but I don't regret making any of them.
Because if I hadn't made them, I wouldn't know how to make things right." (13, 30)

I regret.

I don't like to study but I still go to college. I didn't like sciences but I chose the science stream. I don't like to speak but I had to.

If there is a meaning in life, I think I haven't found one. I do things for the sake of doing it, everything is just a burden. It's a question that kept me thinking but I do not know the solution to it.

I admire those who didn't undergo education but something else. Like street dancing, magic and so on. They were bold enough to take such a huge risk which will perhaps end them up in nowhere. Their infinite love and passion for what they really want and the hard work they put in to make things right really inspired me. On the other hand, it made me feel so small.

"You should not go into music unless it is a compulsion. In the end, all you really have as a center is music itself. Make sure that you have to be with it everyday. If that's true, then you should become a musician." - Michael Tilson Thomas.

I think it applies for everything else. If you dread it, you hate it.

Everything sucks right now.

Maybe I should put in effort to change. Maybe I shouldn't. I'm not good enough.

I really don't understand. Why do people ask things that they know the person never tell?
Everyone have their own darkest secrets.

You know better.

About Survivor Fiji, I'm so glad that Earl won.

Today's drum lesson was just playing a simple piece by Raymond O'Sullivan. The score is simply a dead one and makes you fall asleep halfway.

Then, the teacher showed us how to improvise it by adding in the open hi-hat and different fill in.

On my way home, I ran into Jia Hui. I thought some concrete fall on my shoulder but it was actually her pressing on it. My walking style must be so unique that she can identify me from the back. She's meeting the people to celebrate Sylvia's birthday.

I realised that I will have no time to blog in the coming week so, I wish an early
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SYLVIA TAN YANQI and TAN XIAOTING!


Feel like playing harmonica. Feel like singing. Dial 4 please.
Ciao

I failed my chinese oral but I passed my physics lecture test. Anyway, I went for the camp.

I took lots of picture around and in the Esplanade. Most of it are just casual shots. Then, we went back to the school and watched a Thai horror film, Shutter.



It's related to photography but that was not the point. It was more on the female ghost.

Then we played the CSI game to find murderer of "Rachel" by taking photographs of the evidences. The hanging of body, fingerprints and the atmosphere... It was actually somewhat similar to my Project Work's idea. It is not unique anymore.
Geez.

The following day, we had our breakfast, photograph reviews and interviews for the positions and that was it.

Jokers not only joke. They make sense.
Bye.

I'm back for updates.

Last night, Aunt, Uncle, cousins, bro and I went to catch the free movie, Spiderman III. My bro and I waited for so long and they finally came.

We got lost.

Again. Never mind that.

At Bugis cineplex, we got the goodies bag (just a small Crispy chocolate, one packet of Oreo and a small bottle of mineral water) and buy some popcorns and drinks in the cinema. Then we went in the theatre. It was complete darkness.






My cousin asked me if I were to be one of the characters in Spiderman, what will I be.

She said she wanna be the Sandman, do wrong things but was forgiven. I wanna be Spiderman, do wrong things, was forgiven plus you forgive people. Erh... Anyway, I really like the gothic look of Peter Parker.

After the movies, we went to the Seven storey to have our dinner. I was thinking that, if I have the time, I can spend all day watching the clouds.


It's a nice day. On the way back, my cousin, bro and I talked from formulae of physics to maths and so on... It reminds me that I failed all my lecture tests. Kinda of exaggerating but it was only two of them. It was enough to make me feel bad for the rest of the week.

More assignments and tutorials to do. Chemistry, Math, Geography and Physics tests coming up.

Worst of all, my Physics 'A' levels SPA is on the coming Friday. "Relax, take it easy. Nothing to worry. Breathe in Breathe..."

Out.

I just had some of the 1 kg of chocolate my brother brought home. So chocolatey man! I had to use physics Pressure= Force/Area to break it up nicely. How scientific.

Today was the deadline for the submission of Project Work. A few hours before twelve, my CT was talking about how to write a good PI... I'm like what!!! Don't tell me anything, it will make my PI looks bad. Whatever. It's over and the GPP begins. I still remember what happened last week. The class was dicussing whether we can put a picture in our PI and the teacher said no, because a picture speaks a thousand words and it will be way over the word limit. How funny. In the end, we were allowed to put a tiny little picture but I didn't.

I was browsing Flickr just now and I saw Bob Lee the Jiuhukia. He was a photojournalist and he came to give a talk on photography yesterday. For the first time, I felt that a photographer can really be super rich. A contest's top prizes can be like 1000 bucks to like 15 000 bucks. Tsk tsk. More about the man, he can really take nice pictures and he is funny. He said things which turned out to be jokes but his opinions and ideas are really useful.

My whole body is still aching now after the hellish PC plus the inline skating. I hurt my tailbone. (I must remember to lower my CG before I brake.) Well, at least I learnt how to skate.

I'm half dead.

The worst thing is that there is PC tomorrow. Argh.
Slaughter me please.
Nah.
Out.

I played with Mr. Toms today. Two words - Satisfying.

That's one word.

I finally understood why the stroking are like that. It is because it is just like that. Things go smoothly that way. I was jumping out of class. Too happy that I'd learn something new, more in depth. The pace was just right for the majority. Feel like catching some movie but I can't. When will Matt give me my March pay? Argh. I hate waiting.

How much you put in determines how much you will get in return.

Finally, other school week ended! I'm feeling so happy that I'd finally completed my PI and submitted to my teacher. I wonder if there will be another roof top consultation. Hmm... Quite a few things happened.

I had my first ever Yoga session today.

Basically, I was laughing through the entire session. It was so much fun. I simply just can't understand why some people choose not to go for it when it's all about relaxation of the mind, body and soul. It is compulsory for J1s anyway. I enjoy it more than the fucking physical conditioning. I ran 2.8km this week. Isn't it more obvious that yoga is much more enjoyable? It's not stupid doing some weird positions, everyone is doing it anyway. The yoga class brought me through the math lecture which I had never survived. I managed not to doze off and so does my classmates. How amazing.

Looking forward to Inline Skating on 24th April.

Today's drum lesson was so fun. The teacher encouraged us to smash the cymbals and whack the snare drum. My eardrum was ringing when I got outside of the studio. How nice. Then, I went to have some fast food and catch a movie. I decided to watch Freedom Writers because I just happened to see Will.i.am and Common hosting a Freedom Writers show on MTV.






It's a really nice and touching movie. Teachers and students are practically shouting at each other at first about respect and everything else. I think if a student ever do that in Singapore schools, he or she will be send for counselling. Perhaps it explained why foreign students are more expressive.

To think, how many teachers in the world would put so much effort into teaching and understanding the students? To even give them new books and free rides? How rich? Anyway, it's nice.

Today is Good Friday and I went to the temple to pray, together with my family members. I had been feeling so sick since sunday. The reason was for running in the rain without umbrella and then in air-con condition after that. My fever ran high to 39 degrees and I had a 2 day MC. I was afraid of missing out too much in school, so I was only on 1 day MC. To tell the truth, I haven't recover from it yet.

About my drum lesson, my teacher mispronounced my name. The class has 10 students, in which five were male, the other 5 were female, including me. That means we are proportional. Yay. Wait a minute, the teacher was a male. Let's just leave him out of of the picture. I was surprised to actually see some girls wearing skirts to drumming lessons. How weird? I wouldn't have done that. There was an uncle in the class who was so enthusiastic and kept posting questions for the teacher. Then, there was a very young boy in the class and I doubt that he was at least of age 14. (minimum age)

I have totally no idea for my PI because tasks set allows very little ideas to flow in. The deadline is drawing close. I don't think I can survive. Dammit. I'd thought of a theme for my photography project after seeing the beautiful skyline from my kitchen window.

I'm done.
My classmates are jokers. Out.

Today was the official gathering of Y.E.S and manager. I lost my way again and had to walk a long long way back to Queensway. Dammit. I'm always the noob, the suay and the drained. Finally, I collected the 9 1/2 Gold Star Trophy for Eunice, the birthday girl.

Then, I met up with Yi Xin and had Long John Silver combo in Fuji Ice Palace. Coincidentally, there was a championship going on in there, by the Singapore Ice Skating Association. I was so impressed by the all the spinnings done by the kids. It reminded me that Inline Skating is commencing really soon. (It sort of like linked up) Shimin arrived later.

When everyone was there, we went for k boxing. At first, it was really boring and kinda of awkward as I don't know how to sing chinese songs. Then, I decided to be a little more enthusiastic, so I tried to sing the songs. The rest also helped me choose english songs. Haha. Overall, it was very fun.

Pictures.


Twist.


Shin-chan's idols plus "sub" me please.


Pull ups.




Four senses.


Tribal dance.


Happily assassinated


It's just Y.E.S

P.S: If you are wondering why Yi Xin was not in most of the photos, it's because she was the photographer.

Ciao.

I met up with Shimin to collect her spectacles today. One was of orange and black frame, the other was red and black. We then went down to Plaza Singapura to buy my drumsticks and drum textbook.

We took our time looking around the shop, from guitars to keyboards and so on. I bought a 5A hickory stick but the textbook went out of stocks. Afterwards, we went to KFC to have our lunch and headed down to meet Yi Fang, Debbie and Xiao Ting. The five of us had gone out together many times. On our way there, Shimin and I bumped into an indian man who asked us to donate for "Trust Leaf" and we did.

We went shopping together at Bugis Street and in OG Albert. I went to see Serene and Ya Ying. Ah Yan was having a headache and went home early while Bing Bing was having her dinner. I chatted with them and the is a new brand of underwear, Raw. The name is so lame. Then, the Docker's friend called me. She is nineteeen by the way and always call me "Ah mei". I guess it's because I'm younger and she don't know my name. I don't know hers either.

I was really suprised that they recognised me in my nerdy spectacles. I'm really glad to see them again. Serene reminded me to come down again with Rosalind and I agreeded. I don't want to break her heart. Whatever.

Then, went to buy more shoes and I had my favourite japanese food, Takoyaki. I love the batter, mayonnaise and katsuobushi. Actually, I just love everything.

It's a nice day.

Things take a turn for the better in junior college and I'm dying to get into photographic society. I haven't decided what to take for IDP. I started to stick with Yifang's classmates and two of them really looked the same to me. I had found a way to distinguish them and I shall not disclose my technique. Whatever. (I don't think people would even want to find this out) Lectures went fast and I really find maths very difficult. I mean I do understand the content but I spent so long doing the tutorial worksheet. WTF.

I met my OG 8 mates in bus 198. They are really really friendly though I did not really know them.

Counting down to 8 days to YDC. My wound started to heal.

Mum woke me up this morning and made me chicken bread. Yummy! I stuffed everything into my mouth when the bus was approaching. My mouth is so full that I had difficulty chewing it and everyone was like staring at me. I then quickly find a seat and settled down.

I'm in 07S24 and I made friends already. Four of them. I forgotten most of their names already. In fact, I only remembered one. Hehe. I'm really suffering from STM but it is okay as I have many more months to know them. I can't believe that it went so much smoothly then in camp. Lectures are okay and I found out that a friend (Team JJ leader) I talk to on admin day was a teacher. I was so suprised when she step up and started introducing herself. A teacher in disguise, how weird. I wonder if there a need to do all that?

I bought many things in the knowledge box. Yifang is so funny when she was looking at the saamples of the shirts. It is serious too long for her. Haha.

After school, I went to watch "Stomp the Yard" with Yi Xin and Wei Long. I met my OG friends so many times on the way day. The theatre was filled with so many JJcians. The movie was pretty nice.





Wei Long started crapping with me so I crap with him too. Hmm, I didn't see him for many months and his tie is really retro. He gave me 3 bucks because he had no change.

Yixin and I took some pictures...


Mirror


In popular



I chatted a lot with her.

I renewed my ez link card. Instead of "beep" it became "beep beep".
I love the sound. I'm a student again.

It's been so relaxing for the past few days. About yesterday morning, 5 of us went to the east coast park. As usual, I was late. I always got held up with things which made me an unpunctual person. It was a long way there and we chatted about being in junior colleges.

I enjoy biking at full speed. I must apologise to Yi Fang for scaring the hell out of her. (She said that herself.)

I'm so sorry. Don't held it against me for I'm guilty enough. Hehe.
For those who want to know more details, don't approach me. Ask the victim herself.

We took hell lots of pictures and I shall post some. (In chronological series.)



Twist.


Twist again.


How to ride a bike.


No comments.


Marvelous technique of squeezing 5 heads in the photo using short focal length.


The converse tradition.


Shimin.


Yi Fang and I.


My favourite picture in Macdonalds.


One of the soles of Xiao Ting's shoe peeled off and she bought a pair of slippers. Debbie bought one too.


Cute.


At the beach.


Footwear.


Yi Fang's footprint.


In the underpass.


I took this picture while we were walking up and out of the underpass. I like it a lot. Doesn't it look like a bunch of people walking into light for reincarnation? I name this photo "Stairway to heaven." Wahaha. (No offence to the models in the the picture. You are still alive.)

After that, we accompanied Yi Fang to Wheelock to collect her nokia phone. That's about it.

Arh!! I just looked in the mirror and found myself much more tanned than I was in the orientation camp! I love to get tanned because it makes me feel healthy but I hate being tanned unevenly. It is so obvious please. Dammit.

I went to Sentosa all by myself. I totally hate 51. My butt hurts so much as the ride was like so long. I was getting panicky then I saw this cute guy in front of me.

I then tapped on his shoulders.
Me: Excuse me, do you know if this bus goes to Harbourfront? (In chinese)
Guy: I'm sorry, I don'tttt... unnnderstand chinese.
Me: Oh, I'm sorry. Do you know if this bus goes to Harbourfront? (In english)
Guy: Ya...ya
Me: How long will it take?
Guy: (Gesture to me his two fingers.)
Me: Oh, two minutes?
Guy: (Nod his head)

After two minutes, I found myself in Geylang. WTF. I'm so angry with that guy but he was gone already. Moral of the story: Do not judge a book by its cover. The content is more important.

I was so embarrassed when I alighted the bus as the bus driver was like " You go there! There! Take bus 80 to go harbourfront!" I know he was being helpful but it was like so damn embarrassing when all the people at the bus stop stare at you like you are some kind of kampong kia. Wa lao! Typical Singaporeans.

That was just an opinion.

Anyway, I finally reached the Siloso beach thanks to Lin Sing's super clear instructions. We had soccer games and went cycling later on. I love the turtles as they are really cute. I want one in my fish tank! Then, we played the concentration game. The forfeits are so nasty but it was fun. Haha. Then, we went for a bath and head down to Marina Bay to have steamboat. The food is not exactly nice but as I didn't have my breakfast, lunch and dinner, so-so food tasted good.

We then visited the arcade and I lost to Sylvia twice in the car racing game. Arhh! I haven't improve a bit in the past four years. Then, the tag car game. Yeong Sheng lost three times in a row though he was trying to avoid his fate. Finally, we said bye.

More words.

I'm a really organise person though it does not reflect in my attire and my bedroom.
I'm kinda thrifty.
I follow my heart rather than my head.
I always have something different to say.
I'm impulsive and tend to regret my actions later.
I'm emo.
I am always having embarrassing moments that I'm so used to it now.

Oh my god. That makes me a total freak. (Dancing and posing while listening to Avril Lavigne's Girlfriend) So addictive.

Friends are really really nice.

I went down to Yuhua today. Bought some menthol strepsils as my throat is still sore and dry. It's really weird as I really didn't cheer much at the camp. I kept coughing till I suck one lozenge with my tongue. Ahhh!! Whatever.

I was welcomed by the weird version of Canon in D by the graduates. Then, we went to 496 to have our lunch. Back in the harmonica room, I played the drum while Sylvia played the piano. I was feeling damn bored there but the cheers and the multi players Scissors, Paper Stone game are kinda nice.

Then, Xiao Ting accompanied me to make my new pair of spectacles. It costs me 99 bucks. I really hate spending money because it's really hard to earn. (I sound like some Ah ma but I don't care.) I just collected my pay yesterday for february and bought ear piece at 14 bucks. It is damn heavy and I didn't really like it. I only like the design. Anyway, I chose one that has a white frame which is not too thick nor thin. It's actually half a frame as the bottom half is frameless. It took like 2 and 1/2 hours to be ready while I watched Hana Kimi at Xiao Ting's house. Xiao Ting had a blog too.

Totally look forward to April fool's day.

Things are like so fast and I had finished my 3 days 2 night camp! Honestly, it was boring at beginning. No one cheer, no one talk and no one gives a damn. Then, the ice breaking session helped a little. I love mass dance and water games. I really thought that all OGLs are J2s till I saw Shijie. She was one of the leaders of OG 8. The singing session was fun too. I went to the command centre at night as I was feeling damn dizzy.

The next day, I was worked up by the barbaric OGLs cheering at the top of their lungs. Morning exercises totally sucks. I hurt my knees. Then more wet games. Someone bombed at my left eye and I see more floaters. I cursed the person to end up in my conditions. Back to the point, it was the dirtiest and wettest games I had even played. First, it just water. Then, the flour pool. I was damn reluctant to go down there but after the OGLs screamed, I walked in. I smelt of flour and someone commented that it was milk bath.

Then, soapy water and lastly Herbal Essence Shampoo water. I was itching by the end of the day. The station masters poured lots of shampoo on my head so I washed my hair with the hose. We also had to roll over rotten and smelly fruits but I managed to escape from it. After that, bathing time got the girls together chatting. I was sunburnt after getting so high at the games and I also had a sore throat. Then, when I was picking up the litter with Alicia and Karmila, a lizard ran across, which was right in front of me. Wow. I think it changed colour. After bathing, I changed into my family colour shirt. JJ night was so cool, sort of like clubbing. The dances are great and so are the songs! I danced with Xiao Ting. I also realised that one of the OGL, who speaks weirdly, is from Vietnam. She's nice though.

Jokes at camp

1. At water games, someone shot a high angle mud bomb towards the crowd of people standing in the field, while listening carefully to the station masters. It landed on somebody's shoulder.

Someone: Was that a packet of Kopi? I thought it was a bird.

2. One of our OGLs is called Ruth.

Ruth: Without me, you all will be ruthless.

Of course there are many many more jokes but I'm too tired to share. I met old friends like Taahira, Karmila and Shijie. Results are out and I was in class 24 with Taahira. I also bought my school uniform today. There was lots of lessons learned through the camp and I realised how emo people can get. No pizzas. I like JJC for some reasons and hate it too. It's a rather complex feeling which no one will understand. Hope everything gets better and I think I should go for Public Speaking or Inline Skating or Malay Language class. I don't know why but I chose Geography in the end. I was tempted to choose English Literature but after much consideration, I changed my mind. All thanks to Sherlock, I'm stuck with Geography for another two years.

I guess I need no one. It's nice being a loner sometimes.

I'd watched Ethan Ong drumming this morning. His legs were barely able to reach the pedals the last time I saw him on tv. He'd grown so much and his drumming is like "wow" now. I felt that Davy Tan was still very far from him. Drumming lessons does help. Hmmm... Check it out.





More on Youtube. Another boy, Igor, is really cute!

Then, I had a quarrel with mum as she was being so insensitive. I went to Plaza Singapura, Dhoby Ghaut and registered for YDC. Never felt any better. After that, I rushed down to Lot 1 with YF, Deb, SM to watch Hannibal Rising. (NC16) It was by far the bloodest movie that I'd ever watched. I felt cold, stiff and nausea after watching it. A foolish man who abandoned love for revenge. I think that the book will be of less impact to me as the moving picture was really too bloody.







Now when I see meat, I felt disgusted but I still eat them. Whatever. Anyway, we went to Ajisen to have our dinner. Spent like 70 bucks in total. I spend about 240 bucks today. Gosh. YF did something silly. It seems like I'm on bad terms with my family. It reminds that the "God of Fortune" said I should correct my temper and attitude towards people. I think I should. I'm always feeling guilty though sometimes it wasn't my fault.

I'm half done with a study in a scarlet.

I'm proud of myself for being decisive though people seems unsupportive. "The sun will always shine. Don't let anyone bring you down."

***Rule of the game: Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks! (:

1. I hate being touched by strangers even if it was a slight brush against my shoulder. I'll get extremely pissed off. I suspected myself having Asperger's syndrome.

2. I love staring at my floaters and the record was staring it for two whole hours.

3. I love curry.

4. I must create a fiction story in my brain before I go to sleep.

5. I have weird fictional dreams and I like them.

6. Books are important to me.

7. I hate leading a life without directions.

8. I am a soundaholic.

9. Sometimes I feel like killing people but I never had the courage to do that. I mean, thinking twice does help...

10. I like to joke a lot, which means that I might be joking throughout this tagging game.

6 people to be tagged:
1. Y
2. U
3. L
4. I
5. N
6. Yulin

It was drizzling and I hate being wet as I fall sick easily. I called Matt to find out the actual location but I still couldn't figure out where it was. I decided to ask a women walking by. She said "Huh?" and continued walking on with a snobbish face. A total bitch. She could at least say "I don't know". I said "fuck you la" and moved on. The second person I approached is an old lady, with her husband. She pointed to the left but said nothing.

I panicked and then asked the lady in the 7-11 shop across the street. Another lady who was having a conversation with her gave me an umbrella for free. How nice of her. I really appreciated that. She even gave me clear direction to the SIS building. Finally, I reached Vizon, totally drenched.

They don't know what I'm supposed to do. I met a man name Ah Hock and he pointed to a room. He told me to stay in there. I walked in and the room was rather dim. It was spacious but occupied with lots and lots of cartons stacked up, almost reaching the ceiling. I sat on a stool which is obviously a smaller version of a crate.

There's a stereo which is tuned to the 933 fm. I tapped my feet, while waiting for him. He helped me to cut cartons and took out the briefs. 2000 of them. Someone then stood at the door and shouted "Oi! Hello!" I only see a silhoutte of a man who looks like an angmoh to me. I didn't reply as I thought he was looking for Ah Hock. He moved towards me and I realised that it was my delivery man at Albert. Chey. Actually, I was rather surprised to see. He asked me why I was here and stuff, whether I wanted to work there permanently. It was meant to be a joke.

They are really funny guys. Ah Hock told me that the delivery man got a great voice. Then, the delivery man sang. Yup, he sounds like Bird Thongchai. Then, we laugh and laugh. Ah Hock said he stopped schooling at primary 3 and he said the delivery man at primary six but the delivery man said that he was from Raffles Instituition. Yeah right. It reminds me of "The Arena" though.

Matt came and reduced the number to 1000, which was still a lot. David talked to me too. Went home at 4:28 pm. I can't find the umbrella so I quickly ran back to the MRT station.

Hana Kimi is funny.
I'm looking forward to tomorrow.

I watched the Oscar some days ago... I forgot which day it was. I must say that I totally love the sound effect choir. It's even better than beatboxing. As usual, there are touching speeches and artistic visual effects (The white screen). That's so Oscar.



Speeches from Forest Whitaker, Jennifer Hudson are so touching. For me, most touching and memorable speech made in the entire Oscar is from Ennio Morricone. He produces wonderful music and every note brings emotions to the heart. See, how emo I can be. He is really an inspirational man to me. Bravo. He deserves to have the Honorary Academy Award. I also like the moment whereby the screen flashes all the pictures actors and actresses who had passed away. "Memories of them though they are gone." It totally brought out the mood and atmosphere and you can see people crying.

I love the songs from Dreamgirls. However, I felt that Beyonce was a little too dramatic when she sang "Listen". I think she was too into the song and lost herself. Was it because of Jay Z?

All in all, I feel that it was so damn hard to win the Oscar and being in the nomination list is good enough.

Talking about wasting life, I realise how foolish people can get. Temptations ruin everything. I felt that I'm wasting my life too. Doing things that what people want me to. I'm going to break away. Really really soon. Till that day.

By the way, Matthew extended my work to 11th of March. To think I actually agreeded. (For the sake of money) I have to go down to SIS building, Vizon to do the price tags tommorow.

Good night.

I'd switched to selling shoes. Men shoes. Serene asked me to help.

I asked her why is it that men shoes are more expensive than women ones. She said men have bigger foot so require more leather in the making of it and therefore cost more. Quite logical but it sounded like a joke. Hmmm... The most expensive shoe sold there should be Masai Barefoot Technology. (MBT)

I missed Chingay, Parade of Dreams 2007! Arh! Dammit. Fadiah went though, after work. She told me that she went skiing in New Zealand. Totally awesome! Anyway, I talked more to Docker's and she said she's thirty years old. Damn... She looks like twenty four to me. She even have two kids, a girl (3) and a boy.(1) Wow!

Having a feast back home. Yum yum.

I'd just watched Neil Armstrong on moon in Apollo-11. I want to be on moon.

That was the van's plate number. The van that carried the dead man's body, in a casket. The dead man was uncle, in other words, my father's brother.

This time, it was totally different. It was a christian ceremony, whereby they talk all about Jesus Christ, heaven, flowers, grass and then amen. It's kinda of like something new to me. I used to go to chinese funerals where there are a lot of chantings, joss sticks and procedures. The christian way was really simple and fast. I remembered that I'd watched a music video, Helena by My Chemical Romance. It's about the same where their loved ones place their hands on the back of van. Tears and more tears.

So, we went to the Mandai Crematorium & Columbarium and into Service Hall 2. As we went up the escalator, my Uncle commented (my sis told me that) that it's as if we are using the staircase to heaven, like the ones in Tom & Jerry.

The room have really high ceiling, wooden floor and walls. Rows and rows of seats and some mics. We sang 3 songs with two guitarists and then more words from the vicar and a translator which is redundant. (The vicar spoke in english). I had goosebumps. Then, each of us supposed to place a white chrysanthemum on the body. I was so close to my Uncle and he looks like a wax man to me.

Then we went to the Viewing Hall 2. Then, someone farted. My bro and I was looking at each other and giggled silently. I really want to burst out laughing but I can't. It wasn't the right time and containing the laughter inside of me is a really painful experience. I bear with it all the way and started laughing in one of the cubicle in the toilet. Damn. I hate that feeling. I share it with my sis but she said she didn't hear anything but my Uncle did. What an ironic chinese new year.

My father dropped me off at the Jurong Regional Library and I borrowed some books by Sir Conan Doyle (it was recommend by Christopher Francis Boone written by Mark Haddon) and some UFOs books.

Back to work, a new malay girl came two days ago to substitute Rosalind while she was in Thailand enjoying. So many people asked me that. "Where's your friend?", "Why you didn't go?" The Docker's one was really funny yesterday. Started to talk with the malay girl. I forgot her name. I think is Fadiah. Anyway, she and her friend are both funny.

So much for today. Bye.

More food, hongbaos and words today. Due to stupidity, I missed Survivor (Cooks Island) and it took me a couple of weeks to know why. Anyway, I caught it on Youtube. The finale plus the reunion. Damn nice and I was right that Yul wins. They were really good with words and it made the whole thing more interesting. Fiji Island is not bad too.

Work starts tomorrow. Back to face the idiots again. By the way, the Epic movie is really boring.

I'm the first one to wake up this morning.

Then, we went to the temple to pray. Then, to my Aunt's house to eat shark fin! I ate a lot of junk food. Lots of people there which means lots of hong bao. Then, we went to my next Aunt's house. More and more hong bao coming my way. Watched a really funny tv programme on TVBS which teaches four letter greeting words and sarcastic words to use during pig year. So so funny. My cousin wanted to give me the GP essays but they are books. (Shu) Which also means to lose. (using direct translation) Anyway, I didn't really care so I took it from her.

When I read the first essay, I realised that life is going to be hell with GP around. I then read the second essay. I found that one rather easy. My point is that, if I read more, I would be more aware of current affairs which will benefit me.

Then, everyone came my house and it was so crowded. My cousins played with my drumsticks and we chatted. Youngsters world. Then, a stupid incident happened which had nothing to do with me. I just dislike my Aunt's son's girlfriend. A person with really really low AQ. She doesn't know how to react to situations, though my cousin didn't mean it at all.

Then went to another Aunt's house. Eat again. Kept eating and eating. Then, I watched a really nice chinese movie on tv. The happiest thing is that I got a really really big hong bao. I mean the amount is huge, at least to me. Quite happy today.

Tomorrow still need to "bai nian"! Dammit. So tired. Going back to work on 20th Feb.

Guess what, Serene gave me a hongbao. Ros and I were suppose to say a four letter word ( A good one though) to wish her. Whatever like "Nian Nian You Yu"... Too bad. My chinese is poor. Can't think of something that is very chim.

Then, I rushed home to eat steamboat. It's been a while since I last ate my meal with my family. Like for 47 days... Wow!

I managed to stay up late for the countdown. Dammit la, kept playing the same old chinese songs. I heard a hundred times while working. Now, it just gets on my nerves whenever I hear them. I can sing all of them liao... Speaking of work, I'd served one idiotic customer today. Anyway, whenever we met some idiotic customers, we don't talk bad in front of them. We curse them behind their backs. Muhahaha. Sounds really evil but I don't give a damn. I don't know how the others manage to stay on for so long... I'm leaving the place really really soon. For those looking for a job, please never be a promoter.

Reason number one, it's a low pay job. Number two, you stand all day long and have to do dozens of cartons of stocks especially when CNY is approaching. Number three, you had to bear with all their fussy requests and some don't even say thank you and just give you a sulky black face. Next, You have cuts, blue blacks almost everywhere when handling the cartons.Adding on, you have to think until your head burst, trying to stuff hundred of boxes of socks or whatever shit into the cupboard and storeroom which always seems to be insufficient. Worse of all, you have to tag the briefs and socks, arrange the mess made by idiots, beware of Xiao Tian Tian or her descendants and serve the customer all at the same time. Sometimes, there wasn't time to even go to the washroom to pee. Walao. I can write out a book on all the stuff sia. The only thing that made me stay is the friends I'd made. If not, I will leave immediately.

I want to do a lot of things!

To be continued...

My results sucks to the core. I'm not satisfied initially. 14 points in top ten made me lose all hope. It must be higher 14 points. Geez. Whatever. There's nothing to be happy about. I didn't cry because I don't feel like crying. It's just average.

The first person I ask is Ms Shamsiah. She said it's worth a shot to go JJC. Then, to be sure, I ask Mr Ooi. He said JJC is in the middle range and it's worth a shot. Then, Mrs Sunil came and I apologised to her. She's disappointed. (Where's my distinction?) Then, Ms Vani. Again. Damn... I felt like letting lots of people down especially myself. My advice to all the people who haven't take their 'O" levels is not to panic at all or something bad will happen. Keep your head cool at all times. Ms Vani said it's worth a shot to go junior college too. I asked Mr Tan too. He said that I scored fairly well for Chemistry and it's worth a shot. Afterwards, I asked Mrs Sunil about the General paper. It's about current affairs and personal thoughts. She said it's all up to me but I can sense that it's JC. I felt rather happy that no verbal skills is required and so I made my mind to go JJC. The problem is that i did not go for 3 months course.

I spoke to Lao Gao at harmonica room. I ended up in a dilemma because of it. I was hesitant about entering junior college. OMG.

I like the car Ling Sing was driving except that it's a little squeezy. Then, I had ice kachang at a shop. I was blessed by Ah Po when Yeong Sheng said something lame and Ah Buck and I kana. Hmm... that's about it. I had a dilemma again about attending the O school or Contempo Music school which both commence in March. Dang.

What's done cannot be undone. I'm just numb right now. Can't believe that few hours back, my heart was pounding like mad. Four of my Aunts, one of my cousin and my tuition teacher called. Everyone was like saying " You did well" but I know it's just a lie. They don't mean it but who cares. Refer to the bold words above again. I thought that HuiHui is so formidable with 6As but I just watched the news... People got 10 A1s. Total freaks! Must be some geniuses from other planets.

P.S: To all people who felt that they didn't do well, accept the fact and live on.

I realise that eveyone on earth is so busy with their own life and what's said will not really matter.

Worst day of my life. I can't believe that sensitivity level is so low. I don't know if it's deliberate or never meant or what so ever, I just couldn't trust it anymore. It's all phoney perhaps it's just wanna make use of me. I can forgive but never forget.

Never mind that. Today, the stocks came really late and Matthew told me to throw everything undone into the storeroom. I didn't even have the time to do that. I did OT with the rest and it was challenging. 7 cartons of shit in it. The cartons are huge, approximately 60X70X55 cm. There's about 50 to 80 smaller boxes in it. Busy packing the stuff... I really envy that guy called Alex. He's like so free going around while I was busy tagging stuff at my full speed. Of course, I didn't finish and I throw 1 and a 1/3 carton in the storeroom and the other 1 and 2/3 carton outside. It's bound to be a busy day tomorrow but I won't be going back but to the school instead so that doesn't really matter to me.

What's memorable tonight is that one of the colleagues of mine left the workplace for some unknown reasons. I bought something for her. Didn't really quite figure out what she'll like so I bought her a tiny tortise. Work life will be quite different without her and some other staff which are leaving too but it doesn't matter as it is not up to me to make them stay or go. Things just happen and I'm not Doraemon. I like it when people helped me. Like that guy which i don't know helped me. Then, Alex. Then another colleague.

The interesting bit of my life is that eveyone went crazy today. 4 companies from YGM, Vizon, Redina and I don't know the last one, all sent stocks down. The result? Totally chaotic. If I were to count the stocks, I think it will add up to a thousand. When the announcement was made and the lights went off, everyone went like "Quick!!! GOGOGO!!" We just dumped eveything at the counter and I pushed the trolley back but it was locked. It doesn't really matter because I don't give a damn too. I left it outside the room. It was so funny when people get really panicky and I was watching them.

I passed the blue bag to another colleague and she asked me why there isn't one for her too. I know that it was meant to be a joke but I was too tired to laugh. I just went in with the lift with Ros and met Fiona. I walked home alone. It was rather peaceful. I like being alone. It just sometimes freaks me out because I'm scared. I saw black shadows flying past so often but I just tell myself that there's something wrong with my eye. It's a fact so that sort of calms me down whenever I see black shadows.

I hate being touched in the trains even if it's a slight brush with my bag or my hand because I just hate that. I don't like being too near to strangers and they had to be at least a foot away from me if I sense their presence. If I'm doing some other things like reading a book, it will be a different story because I'm not aware of that. I wonder if there's anything wrong with me because I don't think that people feel the same way I did.

I came up with a plan for tomorrow's activity.

First. To the library.
Second. To school.
Third. To harmonica.

Actually, I didn't like the idea at all. I hope that it will just be like PSLE. Like 4 years ago. I gotta watch Survivor tomorrow. The remaining three are Ossy, Yul and Becky. I hope Yul wins because he's an Asian. His name is Yul which is half of my name. It is nonsensical but I don't care. Tomorrow's 'O's result shall change my life forever. I hope that it's a good change though.

Tata to SF. Good luck.

Just now I went to LP Zone and Baleno to buy clothes for CNY. Got promotion so it's like quite cheap. For the first time, I bought ladies clothing. Hmmm... my mum will be over the moon. Everytime I buy unisex clothes which is like tomboyish, my mum will give me the black face although she will say anything la. Hehe. I don't know why but seeing her getting so pissed off makes me happy. SADDIST! UNFILIAL! I'm just kidding. Anyway, the clothes I bought is not girlish but more stylish I guess. So yup, that's about it.

Oh ya, I must stay really calm these few days if not blood vessels will burst. 'O' levels really pressurise me a lot. Anyway, come what may.

Bye.
Tomorrow got work. Sian. I mean YAY!

Hey people! The entry on the ARF event was rather brief so I decided to blog more on it as it was a memorable event, on the 29th Jan 2007.




The outside. It all started when a reckless driver went on top the roof and never came down.


It wrotes: ADMITS ONE (Complimentary)


This is the Hard Rock Cafe chop which everyone gets at the entrance. On my skin! Looks like a char siew bao to me. Hmmm...


This is Mr. James Brown's costume framed up. Initiallly, my sis and I was sitting so near to it so I decided to take a shot of it.


The light bulbs in the toilet. LALA.


The dark cafe with really loud music.

I really love the The Cells' version of Zombie (by Cranberries) and Knocking on heaven's door (by Bob Dylan). Apart from the english songs, I didn't really understand what the hell they were singing. Some Laos songs I think... One of the guitarists was like strumming on the guitar too hard and the string snapped. Hehe. It took them some time to get back on stage while Vernon A and Justin Ang from Perfect Ten Fm was talking crap once again. Hehe.

Next up, Bamboo! I really love them. The lead singer got a great voice and is damn charming. It's great that he made eye contact with the crowd and the girls were like ARHHH!!!! Everyone go like "BAMBOO! BAMBOO! BAMBOO!" I was having quite a lot of fun then. I love the solos by all the members especially Vic. I love the song "English Man" because the people are like so high, singing "I'm an alien, I'm a legal alien. I'm an Englishman in New York! Wo-Oh!"

Some videos on Youtube...

CNY coming up so my working hours is extended! Shit la. Kept saying "Oh shit" so much recently. Today the customers are really nice. It's the usual stuff but I kept stocking the undergarments though it appears that no one is buying... I think it was kinda of spooky. I called Dockers to come over to see the T back pouch and then got funny story about people buying it to play basketball and ops. We all go like WAHAHAHA. Wa lao, the staff are all talking about a customer whom they called "Xiao Tian Tian". LOL. I really wanted to see that fucked up attitude woman without a taste of her secret weapon.

Why sthere's like o many people leaving before CNY...they said. Really friendly people and got their own style. I really learn hell lots of stuff. I will miss them all for sure.

Anyway, the ASEAN concert was cool and the atmosphere is really cool with really high people. I must say that the MTV Asia @ Atrium level 4 is like so damn cool.

I have a side that wants me to keep the secrets to myself but yet sometimes I really feel like opening up the closed door. It's rather lonely walking home alone. Time passes so quickly and it made me cherish the people around me more and more.

Yo, I'm back to post more about my life. Talking about work again, it was kinda fun.

Today, some people from Levi's came to borrow red underwear from us. (On behalf of Dockers too) So they were like pretty high and we decided to lend them the Hush Puppies briefs and Renoma boxers. Later, I found out that they actually used them to sweep across all the Docker's and Levis's stocks on shelves,wagons and counters to let them "WANG WANG!" LOL. How cute can they get? They are funny people though. Then, one of them came to tell us that it really worked. WAHAHA!

Tonight, I was scared like hell because Rosalind, Serene and I were sharing freaky ghost stories. I must say that the stories scare the hell out of me. I was actually frightened being alone in the lift. Argh!

On a happy note, something good happen tonight. Guess what, I just won tickets to the Asean Rock Festival held at Hard Rock Cafe because I took part in the MTV Asia contest. YAY! I'm so excited.

First mail:

Hello

Thank you for taking part in the Asean Rocks Festival contest on our mtvasia.com website.

Congratulations! You have won 2 tickets to Day 2, 29 Jan of the Asean Rocks Festival.

Please collect your prize at the reception table of the MTV office on 26 Jan or 28 - 29 Jan from 9.30am – 6pm. Please bring your identification card along with you.

MTV Asia

Grace Kee

Second Mail:

Dear winners of Asean Rocks Festival

My apologies, I made a typo mistake on my email. The office is NOT
opened on 28 Jan, Sunday. We are only opened from Mon to Fri, 9.30am -
6pm.

Thus please DO NOT come by this Sunday 28 Jan to pick up your tickets
but either today or 29 Jan onwards.

Again, I apologise for any inconvenience caused.

Cheers

Grace

Anyway, I just got to read my mails today so I'm going for it. It was classified under junk mails but I saw it. If not, I'll be laying on my bed crying for missing out such an awesome event. I'm going with my sis on Day 2. Bamboo (Rivermaya) and The Cells will be performing...



Peace out.

Yay, it's my off day and shall post more on my work.

There's like so many types of customer and some are real bitches and jerks. Ros and I served a shemale yesterday. Nothing against him or her, it's just something new to me. She was like kinda funny and the main point is that it's not difficult helping her unlike some idiots. On the same day, a Star Idol 2006 appeared with his bro and dad yesterday.



Yes, I am talking about the guy above. His name is erhmm... Lincoln Khoon. Nothing wrong or strange about buying undergarments and socks. Afterall, we're all human beings. I must say that his younger bro is much more stylish than he is. I mean the way his bro dressed up and with dyed hair?

I just lost my mp3 cover yeterday but I didn't even bother to search because it was like so dark. Damn. Now it looks fugly. Geez, I must enjoy myself today!

Signing off.

I slept vey well last night. I finally called through the line and got "payrolled" today! I got lost again at Swissotel. I took the wrong lift and went up to level 62 of the hotel with an angmoh but I kept asking for directions and finally received my money. It's much easier asking people rather than walking around like an idiot.

Anyway, I went down to Clementi Woods Secondary to collect the Edusave thingy. I saw so many familiar faces there... Eleen, Germaine, Lily, Jian Dong, Lih Wei, Taahira, Reenitha, Alfiyan, Hui Ping and Sheryl! I didn't expect to see her because for the past three years, we never met once for the ceremony. I also made a new friend called Rahimah. The ceremony is over so quickly while Sheryl and I chatted together. The fastest ever. Usually, I would just yawn and stare at the cheque or scan around the place for interesting stuff...

Sheryl said she'd been to Disneyland in Hong Kong and bought me something. Hurray! It sounded rather fun. She is going to work at Sheng Siong which is so near her home. If she runs, I thiink it will only take 2 minutes. LOL. I wonder how funny it will be... Maybe I'll give her a surprise visit or what. Hehe.

By the way, I don't think I can make it for the chalet. It's at Changi which is like so far and I worked till very late.

Recently life is so boring. My daily routine, bath eat, work and sleep. I miss my friends. My off day is Monday only and I'm working like mad. Saturday still need to go West Coast there take edusave. So sian la.

I miss drum.
I miss octave.
I miss my friends.
I miss my life.



David say must work until the last day of Chinese New Year. Can die?

Today I got held up so many times by security guards. I had dinner with Yi Xin and she treat me a cup of coke. (Yi Fang better learn from her lor.) I was just joking.

Not bad... Had a nice chat about plans and stuff and went back to work. Od left at the same time I did and no promoters for the entire section. It was hell messy when we came back. The security was teasing another guy and me at work. Whatever.

PS: When you wanna say " I'm not sure" to an angmoh, please do not pronounce sure as in the Singapore style. If you do that, they will give you the "what the hell are you talking about" look. Pronounce it as "shore".

I'm not "shore" sir. Lalala.

I was a bad girl yesterday. I did a prank call to a person I didn't know. I scared a small girl and she yelled out "Kor Kor!!!" I hang up. I was grinning to my bro then. Wahaha. Okay, I'm truly sorry about that.

My mum bought me black pants at BEGA for work. WTF, two pants for $58. Damn expensive sia... Today was my first day at work at OG. This was my second job and I am still working for Swissotel. Lalala. The procedure here is much more troublesome as Swissotel. First sign in twice at 1st and 3rd floor, then to the security and sign out twice at the same place for tea break, then sign in twice again, sign out twice again for dinner and to security and sign in again to go back work and.... WTF. Actually go toilet also need to do the same thing but really cannot ta han the whole stupid thing, we don't need to do so.

I was working under Renoma and B.U.M. equipment. For those who don't know what that means, I was selling mens' undergarments. I thought I was going to sell another product but I was back to selling menswear. I didn't know there are so many types of undergarments. Let me name them.

Hmmm...
Midi, Mini, Tango, Tanga, Trunk, Shorty, Boxer, G-string, Thong, Pouch...
Wa Lao!! So many!! Luckily, I learn them fast if not I really will die. If you think that only girls wear bikini, you are so wrong. Guys also wear bikini but it's not that kind of bikini. Wht am I talking about? Whatever.

There's only one girl working with me. She's selling Hush puppy stuff and other things. I don't know where was Serene all the time. That girl I was working me had a difficult name but I forgot it. Never mind, I'll ask her tomorrow. Dang, she taught me lots of "eat snake" (direct translation in mandarin) stuff like who to look out for, where got toilet, procedures and blah blah blah. I guess I really hit it off well with her. Perhaps it's because we are closer in age and she is really friendly and funny as well.

A lot of funny things happen today. I shall just say one of the incidents:

There was Hush puppies undergarments in 3 pieces per set. Each brief has words on it; either Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday or Funday.

Boy: Mummy, I wanna buy this (pointing to the Mon, Tues and Wed box.)
(Mum and Dad came to take a look)
Mum: Ok, why not take another box.
Boy: Ok! (Grab the Thur, Fri, Sat box.)
Dad: Then Sunday wear what? No underwear for Sunday don't wear la...

-_-'''
MUHAHAHA!!!

It wasn't really bad selling underwears... A lot of women came to buy for their husband or boyfriends too so it isn't really awkward. I enjoying promoting briefs but I'm not a psycho. The most enjoyable part for me is stock check. As I was the only main person working under "Renoma", I do the stock check. Taking down how many sizes of the different types of garments, climbing ladder up to take the boxes. The only thing is that my shirt was too tight and too girly. Hehe. I really love doing counting, climbing and carrying stuff. It was fun today. I learned so much from Matthew, Serene, the girl, another 2 girls, another girl...

Very tired. Bye.

Actually don't feel like blogging because of the poor connection but who knows, it gotten better. My whole body is aching right now. Yesterday, I was working for Swissotel in the ballroom called "Canning Room" I didn't made myself very clear why my blog is called Canning room because my first entry is about my cousin's wedding in Canning room. I was a guest then but a waitress yesterday. Kinda out if ideas so I called my blog Canning room. I guess no people know why but here... I bother to explain it.

I thought it would be easily, holding a round tray with goblets, wine glasses and teacups on it. I was so wrong and now my left hand is aching. T_T. Life really is really hard man! Money don't come easily so cherish money la people. I made new friends like always when I enter an unfamiliar place. The only way to survive... Didn't really talk much but I learn a lot. Kana scolding by the supervisor sia which really wasn't my fault. Fucking sway. I nearly smashed the goblet and wine glass but due to the Principle of moments, they all went back to original positions. Phew! I'm really very lucky yesterday. Overall, it was fun but the place was so damn big so Audrey and I got lost. Heng heng got bus to go home but I was wet entirely when I got home. Took a bath and went to dreamland.

I'm looking forward to Payroll! By the way anyone can dance bop to the top anot? I wanna learn. LOL.

The esplanade is really cool, there are frames and frames of artist and groups that performed there before. I saw Jason Mraz's picture. Woohoo! I was tempted to steal it but I didn't of course. The concert was great and I was really high last night. Lol. It seems like a dream and it's really unbelievable. Thanks to Melody and Shimin for saying that it's a great performance. Hehe.

Anyway, I got to know this girl in the YHHB which is actually my junior in Pandan Primary. She is my friend's sister. No wonder I always find her a little familiar. Hmmm... I was bullied last night by the juniors. It's really okay because I was feeling exceptionally happy yesterday. Hehe.

Today's KFC, Old Chang Kee and sushi are vey tasty tasty! D.e.l.i.c.i.o.u.s.

Remember the post I blogged during June? -> Whatever. The video I made was just out of fun and childishness with some of my soft toys. Someone bothered to leave a note for me.



Skibunnys wrote:

That's a sweet video page you made. I tried to upload my video blog onto my youtube page but it doesn't look like it worked, lol..

Anyways, you seem cool and I wanna learn more. You should check out my page on this other site, I'm usually on over there and I probably won't be logging in to youtube everyday: www.thevideozone.tv/?id=2423&mypics. My username's fine_beauty.. but umm, ignore the pics, lol!

So anyways, message me on there and we'll chat sometime!

hope to hear from you soon :)

I went for a swim with my sis with a fugly pink goggles.



It's been so long since I last swim and that was with Jiayi and Shimin. My stamina dropped so much and just 14 laps killed me. I guess I need more practices. I had KFC later and it is so yummy!

Attended the workshop in school today. That Mr. He really shocked me with the bumblebee and skills on harmonica.
WTF.

It's so crazy and overall it's kinda cool. I guess I start to know more about harmonica.
I wanna work.

You Are Somewhat Honest

You do tend to tell the truth a lot But you also stretch the truth on occasion You figure a little lie isn't a big deal As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

You Are 40% Normal

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

You Are 80% Psychic

You are so very psychic. But you already predicted that, didn't you? You have "the gift" - and you use it daily to connect with others. You're very tapped into the world around you... Just make sure to use your powers for good!

Yesterday, I went to NUH to check my freaky eyes. The services are so slow and the nurses give that kind of"hack care" attitude. I was really angry and scolded a guy at the counter. "Can hurry up anot?", in a vey buai song tone. So sorry. I'm bad-tempered.

I met a cute little boy called Timothy. He brought me some newspaper and ran away. Kept coming back and played around me. Then, I saw another two kids playing detective games which I played with my siblings when I was younger. I made that game up but I didn't know that it's so popular now. Haha. One good news is that I need not go to NUH till December 2007.
Yay!

I created a new skin again. Spent more effort in it than the previous one. Hmm... my ideas come and go so easily and it really depends on my mood.

Concert at Esplanade next Monday.

Went home after harmonica practice. It's raining quite heavily but I don't wanna be wet. I waited for the damn rain to stop but it didn't so I stood there waiting like an idiot. Then, there's this kind lady who shared the umbrella with me. She had bags of groceries with her so I helped her to carry the umbrella. Nah, I was just trying to say that there are still some kind Singaporeans out there.
A handful.

I was lucky enough to meet one myself. Oh ya, tomorrow 7.55 am on channel 8 got YHHB stuff. Gotta watch. Hehe. 5 more days to concert. I think I'm wearing contact lens on that day but it seemed a lil' scary to put something in the eye. Anyway, need to ask Dr. Ray about the contact lens thingy. I really hate floaters.

Upcoming Events

22nd Celebrate christmas with family. (Turkey!!!!)
23rd, 24th, 25th Family chalet.

Youtube rocks.

Watched a lot of films on Youtube.

Omg, remember the movie starring Shane West and Mandy Moore in "A walk to remember" ? It was so touching. Such a sad story. Damn it. I still prefer happy endings and miracles. I know life can't always be like that but a movie? Since life isn't perfect, why can't movie be? The ending like "Into the blue" starring Jessica Alba and Paul Walker. That's what I'm saying... It's totally awesome.

It's really amazing how people are willing to change for their loved ones.

Hmm... I wonder what happen to Mandy Moore. She sort of like disappeared for years. She's such a great actress and singer.

I went to City Hall for job interview as a surveyor. Alone. It totally sucks. The guy there is really nice but a little too lame. Anyway, he's friendly and cool but the pay is like so bad. I wonder if I would really take the job.

Survey is the simplest thing on earth for beginners. You learn how to approach people as well as know how to communicate with them. This shall benefit you in the future...

Whatever.

On the way back, there's a cute lil' baby boy. I was looking at him and he was like so happy, self-entertaining himself. He suddenly started screaming at the top of his lungs and it was so damn high pitch. I'm like wow! Amazing! The loudest kid I had ever met.

Me: Adjusting my ear piece. (I'm listening to loud music and he is even louder. That's how loud he is.)

Auntie holding the baby: Jie Jie headache liao. Baby ssHH! (in chinese.)
Another young women in her early twentys: laughing to herself.
Another young guy: Giving the -_-''' face.

WTF.

This is so fucking ??? Blah Blah Blah.
Whatever.
Bye.

P Freak! Concert is coming so soon and everything is gonna be over. Had a little chat with Melvin and I really hope that Underage will win something. Haha. My bro and cousin signed up for new internet connection today. The com speed is gonna be like much faster. Yeah.

Life is so damn boring right now. Harmonica is like everything. I can't believe that there is a middle road where Boon Sing Building is located. It's like so noisy but I got what she tried to say. Awesome hearing. Wahaha. I don't think anyone would understand unless they know the streets of Singapore well enough.

I really wanna watch Drumline during the camp but they wanted to watch the horror movie. After watching Fragile, I dare not wake up so early anymore. They can't see me walking around when sun has yet to rise. Anyway, I caught Drumline on Youtube. I don't know why but it is still available despite copyright issues. I guess they don't care about old films. So, I got a chance to watch it. It really cool.

I realised that I'm really impatient, when things go wrong everytime and when people don't try hard enough. I guess I need some time to cool and improve on that. I believe that everything is possible. (provided that we put in 100 percent effort) Don't even say you can't do it when didn't even try.

Try.
Try Harder.
Try even Harder.

Especially MB. You still rock my socks.

I went out with Shu Jun and gang to buy my favourite thing - Drumsticks! I was late and it was raining. I bought my fifth pair of sticks at Yamaha which cost me 17 bucks . It's the Vater Rikki Rockett Bottle Rockett Drumsticks. Wow, what a long name.

The design looks like this.


And the tip...



I remember the first pair of sticks is the chopsticks. I played it in front my mum and she scolded me for behaving like a beggar. The second pair is my stationery. Next, it was the pinkish 'Chingay' sticks that it was in the bags. Then, it was the drumsticks in the harmonica room which does not belong to me. Vater is my first, "real" pair of sticks whick is rightfully mine. Wahaha.

Macdonalds is nice. We took neoprint together at Bugis and the whole trip was really enjoyable. They are really really funny people.

Drumming rocks.

The 4N5D camp is really great. Many were surprised that I actually went for the camp. It is worthwhile and I got to know more of my juniors as well as learn drumming from Shu Jun. I learnt something like hamburger (?) and some other different techniques on sticks.

The camp had broken a couple of records. The most movies watched during a camp, the most delicious food I had in camp, the longest session of harmonica practice... Kinda sick right now and I missed GW again. Shit.

I feel so itchy right now. There's 5 mosquito bites on my left hand, 2 on my right. 4 on my right leg as well.

My first harmonica practice after 'O's and it's like so shoik. I couldn't even play it well and I felt like a newbie. Anyway, there's this guy sitting beside me called Daniel I think. He and Hui Ying tried to help me and I managed to play some lil' parts. My skills are really rusty. Imaging not touching the instrument for months... Somehow, I lost the ability of catching up like I did in the past when I pon harmonica.

I think after studying for like so many weeks, my brain burnt. I'll try harder. Haha.

Yesterday, I was tuning in to the 98.7 fm because of Tata Young. I don't know why but I really love to hear her crap with the DJs. Most importantly, Daniel Ong is hosting the countdown and he's such a funny guy. (my favourite DJ)

Daniel: It's been 3 long years and you blossom... and congratulations on your career.
Tata: Thank you. I don't look any older right?
Daniel: Yeah. How did you manage to stay so young all the time?
Tata: Because of my last name?
Daniel: Right. Interesting.


I decided to enrol in some music school for drumming after the concert. It's been like years now and I wanna learn it!

Dial 4 jamming session tomorrow. Rock on!

My first movie after the papers that drained all my energy. I wanted to watch "Step up" since the start of the papers and there's like so many trailers on it. Finally I got to watch it today with XT and Deb.




It is really an inspiring movie for all the dancers out there. It matched with the content I wrote in the english papers, the question "Dreams" There's so much for me to say on this particular topic.

Channing Tatum and Jenna Dewan can really dance well! There's one guy, Miles, doing mixing in the movie and I found him so familiar. That nose, I remembered that I had seen it somewhere. Ahhh! It's Mario, I saw him dancing before... Don't mean to be rude but it's really the nose that leave a deep impression. Hmm, I conclude that when something bad comes your way, something good is going to happen next.

What's up with graduating thingy huh? I think it's a really wonderful stage of life. Ha.

Every second chance begins with a first step.
Step up

I completed secondary school.

The moment the whole class cheered when the invigilator said " You may go now", I'm really glad that it's all over. For the past few weeks, life was hell. Mountain of books, notes and everything... It nearly killed me.

Now that the heavy burden is off me, I have more plans coming my way. I really love this feeling of freedom. Nothing seemed to matter until the day where results is released. Chey, it's not that bad actually. I gave my best.

No regrets.

So little time yet so much to study...

Anyway, I still considering to sign up for photography lessons in May in NAFA. Who wanna join me? Haiz...

Mr Nien's tiger (it's a cat) is really cute! There was a teacher (Green Vegetable Guy) taking shots of it like a hundred times??? He showed me some shots and it's not that bad. Actually, setting the shutter speed would help... I want a camera!

I dreamt about buying a puppy in a petshop and my bro was feeding it near a drain and it slipped and dropped down into it. I was like "No!!!" but it was too late. My puppy is gone... I was like so angry and sad in the dream. Anyway, it's just a dream...

It's been like a dream. 4 years had just flied by in a blink of eye. Yup, 4E5 had taken lots of photos today and I had been rather emotional. It's not like crying or what but I was just having a strange feeling which tickles me. Hmm... I don't know what I'm saying now.

I bid farewell to the tables and chairs in the classroom as I will not be using them; the coming science lessons are in bio lab. I'll miss my slacking life. I knew I'll will be leaving soon and so I took some pictures to reminisce the happy times.


A rather "artistic" view of the latest CCTV installed in Yuhua. Perhaps it's the reason why the school is running out of funds.


I'm so glad that this sign will lose its control over me once I graduated.


A rather dumb lamp that is rarely used.


I only entered this place once.


This is another "artistic" photo I had taken - the telephone booth. It is suppose to be "OVERSEA" but I only take the "verse". Creative ba? Hehe.


This is Yifang's favourite because she started scolding me when I took the giraffe's photos.


Sexy ass of the soft toy.

Friday is chemistry mock exam + MCQ + Practical Theory.

Must study!!!

I went for tuition in the morning and something lame happened. It all started with the cricket that Sheryl saw earlier on. It was circling around the classroom and the whole class (mainly girls) freaked out. AhhhhhhHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

After that, I went to NTUC to buy HL milk because I really feel like drinking milk today. I didn't give a damn to what my mother cooked because all I wanted was milk and chocolate chips cookies for lunch. I started eating and finish the whole glass of milk. Then, I saw roti prata on the table and eat some of it together with my bro. I had totally forgotten that milk is not suppose to be consumed with curry. Yeah, so I had a horrible diarrhoea in the toilet. Guess what, from the corner of my eye, I saw some black thingy. What the fuck! The feelers of a digusting and tiny cockroach was like 'Tttink..Tttink..Tttink' (vibrating) Arghh!!!! I nearly fainted. Luckily I reminded myself that I still have some unfinished business. I must not let my mum see my ass!

Yeah, so I bear with it throughout the poo business. Arghhh! Totally sucks!

I hate bugs!!! DAMN IT.

You should roughly know the happenings because it is embedded within the title! It is the reason why I am still attending school. Debbie brought mayo, Via brought luncheo, Jia brought milo, Hui brought chesso, I brought ego! -_-''' Not funny. Alright, I really enjoy a heavy breakfast which drives me on throughout the day. It's really like oba-san making breakfast for their kids in the early morning. Hehe.

I had already mastered the skills of frying a circular, brownish golden egg after so many practices. Speaking of that, I was almost late because of the egg frying thingy. I couldn't find my freaking wallet and I lent money from bro to go school. In the end, I found it underneath a bag. I felt like throwing the bag down the flat. It's a total waste of my precious time. Whatever.

I started with my Chemistry revision. A little late though but 'better late than never'. By the way, who wanna buy Harmonica concert tickets contact me please.

Venue: Esplanade
Time: 7 p.m.
Date: 11th of December 2006

*I know that many already buy them or 'don't feel like going' but I just wanna say for the sake of saying it.

20 more days to 'O' levels.

Yay! The PSI dropped about 100 plus... I'm really surprised that it can drop so much overnight. I'm having such a bad headache since the mid autumn festival because of the haze and felt much better this morning. My vision is clear now. Woohoo! I wanna thank Sam for sending me home that night. (Silver cab some more) The celebration was really fun and enjoyable until my headache starts to come.

I started to watch the Ghost Whisperer, starring one of my favourite actresses, Jennifer Love Hewitt. It's like so damn nice and touching that kept me wanting to watch more. Hope I finish it fast so that I can concentrate on 'O' level. Haha.

Yesterday we went to buy more stuff for Georgie and we saw one really cute shirt with colourful stripes and a hood. So cute and so damn expensive! $35 for some small pieces of clothes. I felt like smacking the shop keeper. ( I was just joking ) Anyway, got into trouble in that incident and my stomach was really growling that time. I was so hungry after tuition. I played the "Guess the PSI" game with HuiHui and Sheryl every half and hour while doing the maths tuition homework.

I want to eat Pomelo!!!

Downloaded DTXmanniaGR and started to play...




Haha... I off the bass to reduce the level of difficulty

My rank???



Not bad for a beginner huh? Hehe. PS: Who wants the files can email me.

Going to see the Golden Retrievers on Saturday again!

After tuition, I went to a pet shop (NOO AGE DOG CO.) with Sheryl. It's near the tuition centre. The first I saw was the dog groomers, grooming the dogs and then two GIGANTIC Golden Retrievers. (Fully grown) Ahhh!!! The biggest dog I've been seen so far. It's a good thing that they don't bite and they are really friendly.

The first thing the dogs did was - jumped on me. Not one but two at the same time! Imagine two of it, nearly as "long" as you are and coming so near to your mouth. I'm scared out of my wits. Phew, luckily they stop soon after they smelled and licked me. After a while, they are really nice and cute, crowding around us and I started stroking their neat fur. The smaller dogs are kept in another room which had a transparent glass door which allowed as to see them. So cute! They kept scratching the door when they saw us.

There's so many kinds products such as shampoo, toothbrush, canned food, packet food, chocolate, gummy food, leashes, dried ice creams and so on. They even have dog gravy for food that's too dry. They are really so lucky and a lot of owners pamper their dogs. There's so many flavour for the dog food and the coolest one I've seen was the Unagi with seaweed. What the....

The products were like so expensive and I must say that dogs are really fortunate. I bought dog food (turkey flavour or something) for Georgie's birthday. Happy belated birthday! I always have a habit of buying presents for anyone after their birthday. Hehe. Anyway, as long as I buy presents for them, it should be alright ba.

I still have the dog smell on me... -_-'''

'O' levels is arriving soon and that means that I''m going to leave the school very soon. Looking forward to a new life but on the other hand, I'll miss my secondary school life with all the lunatics. Prelim made me realise that I'm such a careless person-"Open Your Eyes" -_-''' I got a little frightened after seeing some of my classmates becoming so hardworking. They never used to be like that... That kinda of motivated me to jia you too.

I had a strange dream a few days ago, the dreams I had always have the same theme that kept repeating. Someone even died. (in my dream) I think I need a professional tarot reader to tell me more about myself. (No link... hehe) My vision's going from bad to worst and I'm so afraid that I will go blind. Sian, I still wanna learn photography hor.

Hmmm... Actually, Swensen mooncake is not that bad. After eating a couple of them, the taste got better. Hehe. I'm still waiting for the baby photos to come in to complete my photoshop picture on SROOMs.

Sense of urgency is not with me yet...

Sun Tzu - The Art of War Thirty - Six Strategies - Deceive the sky to cross the ocean - Hehe.

I went to JEE with my family to celebrate sis's birthday. (I think so) The Japanese food there was so damn tempting. I'm the first one to start eating, without waiting for anybody. Wahaha.
I love the omelette and seafood bento... I also like the fried chicken with seaweed on top of it. The tofu is so soft that I can swallow it. (I didn't do that of course. Gotta enjoy it thoroughly. Hehe)

Then, I was so jealous that my mum bought a wordy chinese book for bro so I pestered her to buy me something else. A woodcraft construction kit. (It cost $7.10 after discount) I spent 10 hours whole hours on it. I think I'm the slowest person on earth, trying to fixed that. It's so tedious pushing out the 100 over pieces, smoothing the edges with sandpaper (Luckily, I was once a D&T student), assembling the parts and tieing the sails up. If you are wondering why in the world I need strings for it, it was because I was trying to be a SMART ALEX, choosing the more complex and challenging ones.(Luckily I didn't choose the Sydney Opera House... I think I'll die) F***ing European Sailing Boat, I can spend the time on computer games and TV progammes!!!

I was just joking. It was so satisfying after completing the whole thing and I spent quite sometime admiring my work. Hehe. My sis said it was nice and my brother said "Wa! Hen mei leh!" Hehe. If you wanna see, come my house. I'll show it to you. Wahaha.

I think I burned my brain so I'm kinda typing idiotic stuff. Anyway, I think the stall/shop is still there, in Jurong East Entertainment Centre. (Near LJS) I dare anyone who read this post to buy the Sydney Opera House and fixed the whole DAMN thing. PS: I burned my brain.

People, Prelims over! Spend some time enjoying before another MAJOR Examination comes!

*Peace. More celebration later... Hehe

Finally, Prelims is all over! My results sucks!
Sucks.
Sucks.
Sucks.

I 'm so glad that I passed my physics. Don't wanna say anymore but since it's the last day of the prelims, we went to watch John Tucker must die. My life is too stressful and dull that made me love movies, especially comedy. Actually, we wanted to watch The Devil Wears Prada but the time slot is what we wanted. I think that JTMD is even funnier than Click. Perhaps it's because it's about girls getting back from some multi-timers that made the show so interesting. 0_0





Kate: Hydrogen and Oxygen walk into a bar and see Gold... they say Au, get outta here!
Scott: Um...
Kate: Because Au is the atomic symbol for Gold...

That is so damn lame. I didn't know that Brittany Snow was acting in the movie until I heard a familiar voice. (I know that light travels faster than sound but I was munching on the nachos and missed some parts.) I love her acting in the Pacifier and she's really funny.

We kept bumping into Yan Qing, Suhailah and Zi Ying... After the movie, we went to have some desserts at Swensen. I love the yummy merri-mint! The french fries are also so tasty! Yaya... I love to eat and eat that's why my username is that too. LOL.

Doggies are so cute!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GEORGIE!

If you are wondering who is Georgie, it's a dog. Sheryl's dog. It's so cute and lovable! The dog is 14 years old now. (2 years) Wow, time flies.

I remembered my cousin's Chihuahua - Bang Bang. It was put to sleep as he was really old and suffering a lot. Died during one raining night of heart attack. (By Jia Qi) It also brought me back to the scene where my brother stepped on Bang Bang's pile of shit. Wahaha.

I wonder if I will ever own a dog... Hmm if I were to own a dog, I want an Alaskan Malamute or a Bichon Frise or a Maltese or a West Highland White Terrier (Westies) or a Shiba Inu.

There are too many cute dogs in the world sia...

What to buy for Georgie??? What does a dog like leh???


I want 'O' level to be over soon! Then, I'll look for a job and work like mad... I wanna buy lots of things and then save up some money and fly to some nice countries to relax myself. I wanna dye my hair and have more piercing. (P.S: Not an Ah lian ok.) Hmmm... I also wanna learn drumming. I miss the touch of drum T_T !!! I wanna get in the school of films & media (FSV or MS) and I want to learn photography! Arghhh! So sian. Everything needs portfolio and I have nothing good in particular. I regretted so much. I should had taken arts during secondary three so that I take up a diploma in design or learn drumming earlier so I get in a music course. F.it. It's all too late...

So many plans after 'O's but I wonder if I can even passed the 'O's. I'm worried about my sciences, literature and especially S.S and A. maths. They drove me nuts! Why can't things be as simple as E. maths? Oh dear, I so effing worried that I couldn't even carry out even one of my plans!

Sick of worrying too much...

I wanted to post this long ago but there's some problem with it. This is damn funny and Tata Young is like 0_0!!! The host is damn funny too.



I've got back my Amaths paper 1. I've got a c5 for my prelim. I must get 75/80 for my paper 2 to get an A1 and it's like so not possible! By the way, the physics practical was a mess. I got help from MN, MO and the technician. Lala. I managed to finish it 5 mins earlier and I've forgotten so many things and I've made so made mistakes. Who cares, it's all over.

Wa piang, Yifang suan wo . I've lost. T_T

I miss drum and piano!

My back was injured all because of a reckless bus driver. It's damnpainful and I missed the physics lesson all because of him. It was also because of him that gave me a chance to travel in an ambulance. Wow, there's like so many people looking at me when they used a stretcher and lifted me up and into the ambulance. I always thought that it is hot and stuffy in it but in actual fact, it is more cooling compared to SBS buses. From my perspective, I really think that the buses really suck. Either it's too cold or it's too hot. There is no such thing as comfortable/ cooling/ perfect temperature in the buses.

Back to the point, it was the first time I heard sirens coming out from vehicle that I'm in. It's like so damn cool and I'm so honoured to be able to sit inside. (Lalala... I'm a psycho) All I can see is trees passing by from the top of the window. They are talking over walkie talkie and I was brought to the hospital I always visit. - NUH. I was brought to the emergency ward for the second time in my life. I have a fate with the hospitals -_-''' and I was so used to it. If you were to ask me anything about Clinic E and emergency ward, I can tell you everything. From the toilets to the short cuts...Wahaha.

Mum came and was yawning in my face. She bought tidbits for me. Hehe. Actually, it wasn't anything serious. It's just that my limbs and back hurts a lot and I have blue blacks all over me. There's one funny nurse who wanted my urine sample to check my kidneys.

Nurse: It's best to take the sample of the middle stream of the urination but if your urine is too little, it's ok.

Me: Oh no. no. I got a lot.

Nurse: 0_0 LOL. Ok.

One thing I like about NUH is that most of the doctors and nurses are so kind and nice to talk to. Even the man that gave me instructions is also damn polite. The people there like to joke a lot. I was kinda inspired to be a doctor but I think it won't last. Wahaha. A guy came and recorded my statements for the incident. Wa lao, Liu Chin called me and started laughing at me. Arghhh. Mei Liang Xin.

Went back to school for physics and the taxi driver is a mad man. LOL. He kept cracking lame jokes with me and was so nice. Anyway, the physics test was quite ok but there are 4 or 5 questions which I can't do.

I played with Georgie today and he's cute. Wahaha. Three more days to Prelim and I haven't started on my revisions yet. I'd been rather busy reading the four captivating books which will benefit me greatly. Wahaha.

I love drum & piano.

Chemistry test was okay.

After that, I went to watch Lucky Number Slevin and then the Longest Yard in Sheryl's house. The LNS was nice and I watched till the end and then understood the beginning part. Kinda of disturbing, trying to block Georgie from biting me again. He managed to bite my hand but I was lucky that it was better than the last one. He smelled better though, after the bath. Hehe.

Longest yard is a freaking funny show and I was laughing at it all the way.... Blah Blah, I learned to play Chopstick III , the full version (Hehe.) It was fun and Georgie was extremely cute and neat today. I guess it because he stopped barking at me and jumping on me. Wow, it's always an adventure going to Sheryl's house since the day Georgie came.

Phew.

All because of the harmonica practice on Saturday, I had to go for two A math
tuition in one day. I swear not to do it again though I managed to survive in it. (From 0930 to 1130, 1400 to 1600) What the.

During the two hours, I went to eat fishball noodles and it led me to the discovery of a secret hideout. It is high-tech and air conditioned; 293772524. Clues: March 1999, STP, 10-10. I came across an awesome book that tells you almost everything you wanted to know. Magic tricks, ice skating, how to stop hiccups, action photography, soundproofing and more. What a nice book.

The room smelled nice and is very quiet. There are shelves of encyclopedias, useful books and newspapers. It was so cool and I shall call it icy box. A card is needed for entry and it is better there compared to the noisy house. I wonder if there's any parent more chatty compared to mine. (They never stop talking for more than 1 minute) I'm having such a bad headache.

By the way, icy boxers are advised to wear dark shirts and long pants, long sleeves shirt or a jacket on rainy days. 3S becomes my official cubicle. Wahaha.

Those who manage to break the code can join in.
Peace.

Went to Fifth Aunt's House a.k.a wu yi's house to make dumplings in the afternoon. It was suppose to be tiramisu but there's some problems...

We fried the taiwan sausage and ate them (Savoury :P) I chopped the veggie for the fillings of the dumplings. I learnt how to roll the dough into a nice circular shape and of course how to wrap it up perfectly. Wahaha. It tasted really delicious with vinegar and ginger which is quite different from other dumplings. Crunchy, juicy and really big.

I tried playing the Canon in D (starting only) and I think I got it already. Yay! Then, we went to Ping Ping jie jie's house to eat more food. Chicken wings, oyster omelette and blah blah blah. I actually wanted to play the black jack but it's too late and it's also not advisable to gamble. LOL.

My sis and I took the dumplings to crocodile and I boasted a little. Wahaha.

Piano rocks!!!

This the neoprint that I wanted to post many weeks ago but LC cannot fine the wire for the scanner . -_-'''

I heard Lion talking about our IQ, the student's IQ. I was wondering where I stand so I took some IQ tests. The results vary and I am not sure which one to take. However, all the results show that I am above average. Some even showed that my IQ is superior. Ops, I am bragging now... LOL. I'm not gifted but I'm so glad that I'm not a moron.

Why not go try yourself.

Here's some of the links...

IQ test
IQ Test Labs

I had been fooling around to much and I had seriously neglected my studies. The word "August" scares me and to think that September is approaching. What the. I hope someone would knock some senses into me.

MS is coming back tomorrow (That's great) I prefer her than the weird but funny lady. I think it's because I'm more used to MS but nowadays she looks so pale, fragile and sickly. Haiz, I don't know... being taught by someone who's not feeling well makes me feel a little sick too.

Hmm... Teacher's day is approaching and that reminds of Pandan primary and Fuhua primary merging in 2008. I shall take a few more looks and perhaps some pictures of the interior before Pandan moves.

Yo yo! I went to Qiu Xian's house and intended to do my Kinematics worksheet. My plan failed and I helped Qiu Xian with the computer connection in the end. I wanna slap Yifang for sabotaging me with the rice which I cannot finish. *SMACK. Yeah, I felt much better.

I've learn more piano stuff today all thanks to Khin Yaun. Bass clef, treble clef, fingering, chords... Wow! Piano rocks!

Due to the stupid swollen leg, I didn't go for tuition. I missed the exponential revision and I'm gonna die tomorrow. Shit. Mum accompanied me to West Coast and Crocodile saw us. Croco was so nice and she treated us KFC. The OR chicken chop is so yummy and so are the cheese fries. It's not a good day but not a bad day either.

I sprained my leg and it hurts like hell. It's swollen like pig trotters. Haha.







School is so boring and full of problems. It's like a chain reaction, more and more troubles just flows in.

The physics is darn difficult, even worse than the MYE paper. Anyway, so much happened today. I saw the two idiotic examiners after the test but refrained myself from slapping on their face. Phew, I'm glad I didn't do that as L is back. (I don't wanna get into trouble again)

The three of us went to watch Click at JEE. I saw Ah Zu there with another girl. There's a bad attitude hot dog woman and she stinks. I kept running into people who made me lost all my impatient. I guess I really need anger management and desensitize my brain.

The movie was cool, humorous and sad. Like what many people said, it's rather an entertaining movie and worth watching. Sheryl said that Georgie also like to *uck objects until that day he bacame an eunuch. He even tried to *uck the hamburger. Haha. Therefore, I conclude that all male dogs are HORNY. I wonder if there are gay dogs.

Oh ya, Jia Hui came up with a very interesting question which I had never thought of - How do bird sex? Why do I find this interesting? It is because I don't remember seeing any birds with a vagina or penis.

Here's what happen. Most birds completely lack external sexual organs -- including the males. In typical bird-sex, males introduce sperm into female bodies by pressing their sexual openings against the female's sexual opening, kiss-like. Typically this is accomplished with the male mounted atop the female, tottering and flapping his wings to keep from slipping off. Swifts and swallows mate in midair.

After mating, inside the female, sperm swim up a tube called the oviduct, at the end of which there is an ovum, inside which resides the female sex germ. If the ovum is mature, it's already equipped with yolk, the yellow part of the future egg. The sperm may now fertilize the ovum by penetrating it and uniting the two sex-cells' genetic material. Fertilization doesn't necessarily take place soon after mating; domestic chickens and turkeys can produce fertile eggs seventy days after copulation.

Taken from Backyardnature.net , more from Sfgate.com

Are you finding it hard to visualise the whole process? Let me show you a picture.



How's that?

I saw Farhan playing drum today. It makes me wanted to learn drumming even more! I had been thinking about drum every single day. I'm so amazed and crazy over it.
Drumset! Drumset! Drumset!

I went out with the siao pehs and took some dumb neoprints. Posting them soon. By the way, I saw one basketball pro today. Yeah, it's a woman. She broke the record and hit a high score of 800 plus points at stage 4.

I came in 3rd/4 for car racing. By the way, Hua Ten, showing on TVBS is very nice... Wahahaha.

I'd been tagged by Ms Xiang.

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 6 weird facts/things/habits about yourself, saying who tagged you. In the end you need to choose the 5 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

INSTRUCTIONS:
1. Do the following without complaining.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you've completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say that he/she has been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

FAVOURITES
-color: Depends on my mood
-food: All that are tasty
-song:All that are nice
-movie: All that are captivating
-sport: All that I've played
-day of the week: None
-season: Winter
-ice-cream: All that are yummy

CURRENT
-mood: Happy
-taste: Tasty
-clothes: Purple tee and black jersey shorts
-desktop: black, no picture
-time: 6.24 p.m.
-surroundings: dark
-annoyance: Floaters

FIRSTS
-best friend: A kid in kindergarden
-crush: A person
-movie: Forgotten
-lie: Confidential
-music: National Anthem - Majulah Singapura

LASTS
-cigarette: 14 years old. Forced by my friend but I wasn't addicted to it.
-drink: Water
-ride: 143 bus
-movie: Pirates of the Caribbean
-phone call: Dad
-CD: Eminem

HAVE YOU EVER
-dated one of your best friends: Yes
-been arrested: Yes
-skinny-dipped: What the hell is that.
-been on tv: nope
-kissed someone you don't know: Haha.

THINGS
-4 things you did today: Tuition, shopping, donated to the whatever society, I'd helped two China guys to a market place.

-4 sounds you can hear right now: TV, my blog song, Via's blog song, mum washing the dishes.

The Chosen Five to do this!
1) Jia Qi
2) Jacelyn
3) Liang Chao Wei
4) Yong Liang
5) Ah di

I'd just mention that I'd donated to the charity. It was because of a suddenly urge to help the less fortunate. I don't know why but I was such a kind person. Wohoo! I felt so happy after donating to them.

When I alighted the bus and was about to cross the road, two chinese guys who I believe is from China (From their accent) , approached me. Maybe it's beacause I looked kind, gentle, helpful, sweet, friendly, cute... Lol (Bullshit) Anyway, they wanted to buy some necessites and I was kind enough to bring them there. If you wonder where the place was, it's teban gardens. I realised that not all china man are loud and rude. Some are friendly, courteous and have some sense of humour. We are like chatting away and they laughed at my silly jokes. I can't really figure out what they say la , I was just trying my best to communicate with them. My chinese sucks but the weird thing is that they understand me. Perhaps they are laughing at my poor chinese ba. Lalala. I'm so happy because I had done two good deeds. Hurray!

I met Hui Jing at the badminton court with her lil' cousins. We chatted a lot, about our future (Sounds so mature but we really are...) and our past. Thinking back, so much things had happened and I'd changed drastically. Perhaps only my primary school friends can tell. I was so sad when I left my primary school and I dreaded that feeling. The feeling of separation sucks! I'm going to face it soon again...

Cheer up.

Mascots on National Day. I'm looking forward for that - I know some lame things are coming up... 'O' level oral examination is on next friday and the worst thing is that Shun Fu is in front of me. -_-''' Shit, there's such a huge difference between good and weak. I surely wouldn't score with him in front of me. *Sigh.

Speaking of that, we had a dialect session today. I never know that Liu Chin can also speak that much in Hokkien. She translated the whole passage to hokkien and conversed with Shun Fu in standard Hokkien. Yin Chai tried it in Cantonese and I was laughing my ass off, listening to them crapping.

There's a red patch on the back of my leg. It's so damn itchy that made me rather hot-tempered today. The Mopiko saved me from dying. P.E was cool. We had our own group training for captain ball and I had lots of fun despite the itch. Damn.

A slight improvement for Chemistry; 69/100. Wahaha. Although it's not really impressive but at least I had studied and I passed. Hehe. Mr Henry Tan was so nice - He let us have many cups of fruit punch. It tasted wonderful especially after a tiring badminton game.

Finally, we found time to catch the movie. I met Sheryl at the arcade and went to playing shooting. We spent $6 in less than 1 min. LOL. It was my fault.(I didn't know how to shoot) Maybe I just wan't born with the shooting genes. I met quite a YHHB members there - Hui Ying, Pearlie, Shu Jun and Hui Ting.

The movie was hilarious. The theatre was filled laughter and excitement. Overall, it's great and I'm waiting for the third one to come...

I finally studied for Chemistry and it was my first time in this year. Well, I think if I said this to Henry, he will either faint or give me a few slaps on my face. I had studied for the test for many hours and I think I'm gonna pass. YAY! We had PE today and badminton is so damn fun and I played it too with the girls after school.

Today was Dial 4's second recording in our studio and we had introduced the English, 3 people and Hokkien versions of the song. Well, it was not quite done yet but there's a rehearse version of it. LOL. It was indeed a new discovered way to distress. I realise that blogging is also another method of distressing.

I believe that I can make it through if I really put all my heart and soul to my studies. Thinking about graduating makes me feel sad but retaining makes me feel worst.



Looking at this reminded me how time flies. I bought Mayday's album last year. I don't know why I bought it but the songs are great.


My geography revision. I think I'm gonna fail that one. (It's too tough)


This is the Singapore idol poster from a magazine that Sheryl gave me many weeks ago. (Eight Days, I think) It's on my wall right now. Honestly, I felt that the standard of the singing drop a lot compared to the first one. It was so damn clear to me, who's gonna be the winner. It is either Jonathan or Paul. However, there are always miracles.

It's raining right now. The sound of rain made me feel soothing and comfortable. It reminded of the past, how the people left my life.

I'm getting kinda of worried. I scored 46/80 for my A maths test, 7/14 for my chemistry practical and 37/100 for my chemistry test. I mean, anyone who is getting this kind of result can prepare to retain. Just weeks before the Prelim and I'm getting these sucky grades.

I must start to work hard, I don't want to wear the fugly uniform anymore! Jia You!

There's some dumb conversation in the physics lab today.

RiXin: Ultrasound is used to examine the foetus in the womb.
Shun Fu: Mother's womb la. Say mother's womb.
RiXin: Stupid. Only mother got womb what... men got womb meh? Obvious.
...

Sheryl: The time interval tells us the depth of the foetus. (whispering)
RiXin: Huh?
Shun Fu: The depth, depth, depth!
RiXin:Huh?
Shun Fu: The depth, depth! Shen du! Shen du!
...

Lol. It's nothing much.

I saw Sheau Tong yesterday, she hasn't change a bit. I had been reading a lot of comments from both the homo and hetero. They had different perspective towards the behaviour of man. It is quite interesting, go read some. Lala.

Oh ya, I remembered. There's a bus wearing sunglasses. Here's what happened... The bus was travelling at high speed.
Lin: Uncle... Uncle... Uncle (pause)
Lin: Uncle, Uncle, Uncleeeee...
Bus driver: Looking at me.
Lin: You didn't close the door.
Uncle: Oh.

I think it was because I called him a uncle and he wanted to bring me to hell with him. He's not actually an uncle, in his mid 20s. I also do not know why I call him that. He nearly collided with a car infront of us. God bless me.

It's the one of the lamest day ever. The birth of an acapella group - Dial 4. It's Sylvia's idea, The Click 5's BFF. LOL.

Basically, it started when I wanted to test my mp3 recorder, so I told Jia Hui to record a song. Who knew, half the class was actually looking at her and our gang didn't even realise that. Even MS knew. She listened to Jia Hui's single and said "You got a sweet voice." LAMO. Now that the whole class knew, Debbie, Xiao Ting, She Hui, Sylvia and of course Jia Hui wanted to hear it. Wahahaha. Everyone started laughing at Jia Hui. (She didn't mind -_-''')

Then, we started getting crazy over recording. Then, we formed the Dial 4 . (formerly Press 3)
I really felt like laughing at our own creation.

Vocalists - Jia Hui (lead singer), She Hui
Beat boxer - Sylvia (Boom tak boom boom)
Triangle - Yulin (Ding Ding)

Yup, that's about it. In case you didn't realise, this blog is actually playing the hit right now. Just increase the volume of your speakers and hear us sing. We recorded it in the level 4 girls toilet as it's what Mr Ooi said. There's echoes and it will sound nicer. Yeah, the toilet version collaboration.



Please comment at the tagboard. LOL.
A word of advice : On to the loudest volume available for a full blast of the song. If you're getting sick of it, just press the STOP button. ( I don't think it's that bad la.)

HEHE.
Ciao.

I'm here to blog.

I was feeling unwell yesterday and MS called mum to bring me home. (I did the speaking) I told mum a few days ago that my floaters were increasing at a incredible rate. I had goose bumps all over me when I saw them. We went to Pandan to see a doctor but later, mum changed her mind and decided to bring me to the emergency ward to see an eye-care specialist. (It wasn't emergency at all) I saw a guy who just had a motorcycle accident and a boy about my age in a wheelchair. Mum paid about 70 bucks to let them examine my eye. We waited effing long. From about 1 pm, we waited for about 4 hours plus and finally I went into a dark room. It wasn't really very dark it was just a little dim.

Then, a lady checked my eye for me. She used an Ophthalmoscope but she can't see nothing. Then she uses a Slit lamp but she said my pupils weren't big enough. "Your pupils are not big enough, I need to dilate it." I thought she's like going to use surgery instrument to force my pupils to enlarge. I'm like so stunned but it was actually dripping something like eye drops into the eyes which will cause the pupils to dilate and it will cause a blur vision for the next couple of hours. LOL, I'm so silly.

I had to wait for another 30 mins for my pupils to be dilated. Then, mum and I went to buy some food. I was eating a char siew bao in the clinic and mum ate the soon gui. So many people were looking at us as if we are aliens. What's wrong la. Hungry right. See, see, see. ^%^%^$t^#@$@ Anyway, a male doctor checked me. He's much better as he gave me clear directions of what to do and was very friendly. He said I was fine, everyone has floaters including him and it was because I'm myopic. Later, the lady called me in again because she thinks that I have retina detachment. (Waa, gave me a bad scare) I was the last one in the whole clinic and about 3 to 4 doctors and nurses were observing me. I was alright but had to return for another appointment.

I didn't really believe them. My floaters are getting worst and I'm so afraid that I couldn't ever see again when I wake up in the morning. I don't want to be blind!

I was so sick and I didn't study for the Chemistry test. I sabotaged Sheryl. Hehe. Anyway, my voice was really deep and many say "Oi, your voice very sexy!" Lala. Whatever.

Took 198 with Sheryl, Debbie, Sylvia and Sze yee. They are all mad.

I bought a ticket to watch them perform at the Victoria Concert Hall with Yifang, Shehui, Jiahui and Sylvia. It was rather an emotional performance. They are energetic and from what I can see, united. There's so much creativity in them and it wasn't boring a bit.

After that, I went out with the siao pehs. Yifang, Brenda and Nithya. Brenda left early, so it was the other 2 siao pehs. We went to eat ramen in Jurong East. Then the Durian Mount Fuji. I'm having a indigestion now. -_-'''

It's so fun today! Ciao.
Long live happiness. Hip hip hurray!

I was so busy with schoolwork that I had no time to even the touch the keyboard. There was so much to do and I find it rather stressful. Self study starts next week! Argh. Study, study, study! I can't go home early and MS even gave us a plan to study. We've got to study till 11 pm everyday and that definitely will kill me. Anyway, I will try to be as diligent as possible.

I had this effing stupid dream...

The scene occurred at the block of flats next to the car park. I remembered that is where the gardeners would sit while chatting. It was evening and sun was setting soon. I was with Yasmin, Sue and Jean. We were talking about some thing, I don't remember. After some time, we decided to return home so we walked towards my house (block 2) together. We passed by two Malay girls, playing baseball. I don't remember seeing anyone playing baseball in the neighbourhood before. The strangest thing is that, I have met them at KT and in school but I don't think they live there.

Anyway, Yasmin said bye and entered my block. That's weird, we don't live in the same block, we don't even live near to each other. I scanned the place again. It's next to the road side and I saw a truck passing by. No doubt, it is my block. I bid farewell and ran towards the direction where was heading. She vanished in just a few seconds. "That's impossible," I mumbled to myself and pressed the button.

The door slide opened and I stepped in. I tried to look for the number 10 but it was not there. There were only 2 levels. (The ground floor and the second floor) I thought I made another mistake again, so I dashed towards the other end of the block, I called it lift B. That is the second way to get home when lift A is under maintenance. I pressed the button and the door instantly opened. "Finally, I can get home," I thought. Phew, there was a number 10 on the button. The door closed with a huge bang. It turned very dark, Sue suddenly appeared beside me. "Hey, how did you get in?" I asked curiously. She didn't say anything but curled up at the corner. The lift zoomed up and down madly and the door turned into a curtain. The same feeling I had when I was sitting the turbo drop in Hong Kong. I quickly grabbed the curtains and I tried to close it but obviously it doesn't work.

For what seems forever, the lift continued its wildness. It finally stopped and R. McDonald appeared. "Do you enjoy the free ride? It's specially meant for people like you and please come back again." R. McDonald chuckled. Sue was standing a few metres and smiling. Just then, a little boy approached and handed me a gumball. I thanked him and put it in my mouth. It tasted great but I choked. I tried to force it out and I awoke.

I think there's something wrong with my respiratory system. I was awoken as I couldn't breathe. It was like what Mr. Chan said about sleeping to death. Anyway, we all have to die, sooner or later.

Boo hoo. Ashlee Simpson had a nose job. She looks as pretty as ever but not natural anymore. What if her nose drop off before Michael Jackson's? -_-''' Anyway, she's so cool.

Harmonica performance today... I don't even know who we are performing for and where we are going to perform. I still don't know where the hell it was but I think it's near Waterfront something and there's some event going on. It's so cool down there. There's someone doing beatboxing - Rahzel's hit. "If your mother only knew..." Wow.

Then, there was a cousin rock band called minus negative or something like that la. Anyway, when they performed, the speakers were vibrating furiously and my heart nearly popped out. Physics flowed into my mind straight away. Sound energy -> Electrical energy -> Amplifier -> Electrical energy -> Loud speaker -> Sound energy. Whatever.

After that, disasters strucked. First, standing under the hot sun for so damn long then it was being locked outside the school and we had to wait for the OM. What the, I hate to wait and moreover, I needed the loo badly. Heng lor, went to one of the graduates house with Jia yi and Wendy.

Yes, I admit I have bad attitude but I am damn fine if no one piss me off.

Looking at others performing, so many thing ran across my mind. I admire them for taking a bold step, to do what they wanted in life. Unlike me, I regretted so much and I think I'll never be able to be like them.

My siblings and I had Canadian Pizza as Youth Day is approaching soon. Sort of like a treat. What the fuck, Canadian Pizza is so inefficient. The lady on the phone told us to wait for 45 mins - 1 hour for the delivery. In the end, they came after 1 hour and 20 mins. I was starving till 8 plus...

Harmonica performance tomorrow at Zouk I think. Haiz, there's a lot of things undone. I was so stress doing the A maths hardest topic. Argh.




So funny sia!! They are both so cute.

Baxia!

'O' level chinese oral begins today. I managed not to stain my shirt with chilli sauce. I wasn't nervous at first until I saw the examiners entering the hall.

I was the first one to be tested! I was so nervous and the examiners tried to calm me down. "Relax, relax..." Okay, whatever. I didn't know how to pronounce some chim chim words and stumbled over some words too. I mentioned "then" twice and I think I'll be penalized. Tried to say some mature stuff as my sis said that examiners like to hear sensible and mature opinions but I think I didn't quite make it. Lol.

Chinese is tough, english is even tougher. Argghh... I hope I can get at least a B3.

I'd watched My Girl, the korean drama and there's 8 more episodes to go. The show was damn funny! Lol. The nicest korean drama I had ever watch, apart from Full House.




I'd finished 3/4 of the physics TYS only. Gotta finish it tomorrow and then chemistry, english and maths.






My sis helped me to take a photo of some of my soft toys. I even put up at video at youtube. Go watch it at Youtube if you are curious.

Shots of my drumset. I forgot to put the drumsticks -_-'''. Anyway, try to imagine magnifying the picture two and a half times and you will get the actual size of it. Yeah, a mini drumset!

I'm tired. Finally, the geography tests ended.

Khin Yaun turned 21. Wow, in a blink of eye, she's now an adult. Yup, we celebrated her birthday at Coasta Sand Resort at Pasir Ris again. (our territory) Happy! Happy! I didn't stay overnight as there's harmonica practice tomorrow. -_-

This is my 100th post. I felt so sick right now. *Bleah.

Kinda of late but it was announced on TRL that the female band was named Danity Kane. The A(s) are in it.(Aubrey O'day and Aundrea Fimbres) Yeah, the best friends got great moves and powerful vocals. All of them in the band are terrific and yup, I hope that their debut album will go platinum.

Haiz, Sian. Tuition on tuesday again! No time to study geography again! I felt like ponning. (-o-)

Sian. Sian. Sian. More homeworks. Arghh..

The word Yuhua is supposed to be joint together but it wasn't. The worst thing is that my name is printed wrongly! Arghhh... I suppose it was because of my ugly handwriting in the registration form that resulted in this. -_-'''

At Mcdonalds


Welcome to Mcdonalds! Would you like to have some nuggets or soft drinks?




The almost pyramid.








Typical pose of physic students. Fleming!




My robot car!

Actually, I didn't feel like going for the second day but I was too guai to pon. (They didn't do it too) Hehe.

The "Green Vegetable" by Melody won the first prize! Lol.

Road Directory

Step 1: Take the train to clementi station.
Step 2: Follow the Nanhua students. (96)

Tada! The effective way to reac